dayS of mY liFE...

2005-03-13T23:34:00.000+08:00

BIG ANNOUNCEMENT: i've moved back to lj... so everyone, pls update ur links... to
http://www.livejournal.com/users/chainedhope/

i noe it's kinda ugly now.. but, i'll do a makeover for it in a while.. when i'm more in the mood to.. so all new entries will be posted there!! hee..

2005-03-11T23:08:00.000+08:00

i think i might be changing back to livejournal one of these days.. heh.. but i've not found a nice template yet, and i dun noe how to change..

anyways, i had my second driving lesson today, and it was way fun.. nice instructor again.. pretty funny.. today i had to go up a slope, and STOP on the slope, before continueing lah.. oh man.. so scary.. when i released the handbrake, i was so scared the car might roll backwards down the slope, and my instructor was like, must step on the accelerator ahz, when u release handbrake.. so the moment i released, i stepped the accelerator so hard, and the car went pretty fast down the slope.. heh.. very funny man!!! wah, but today my lesson was at 7.50pm to 9.30pm, cos i cld only go after work.. and there were so many cars AND motorcycles in the circuit!! i absolutely hate those motorcyclists learning lah!! they dun look where they go!! hmph!!

and while i had to turn my car in a bend, this car on the outer bend, turning just in front of me, suddenly braked lah!! now someone pls tell me, how on earth can someone just brake and stop AT A BEND???!!!! hahaha...make me have to suddenly brake also lor.. and no, i can't take shocks like these.. lol..

just heard someone else's grades.. and it made me kinda depressed for moment.. darn.. i knew i shouldn't have asked.. urgh..

NUS talks at the open hse tmr.. will see how it goes.. supposed to go with kenneth, russ and chua.. will see how it goes tmr..

2005-03-09T20:48:00.000+08:00

For those who are intending to catch the movie 'HITCH', u definitely have to!! it's a really great show!!!! very very nice!! i love the show so much, that i'd gladly watch it again.. anytime!! hee..

anyway, woke up this morning with eyes slightly smaller than usual, and a little itchy. went to work anyhows. As the day progressed, BOTH my eyes got smaller and smaller, and both my eyes are now swollen.. with the eyelids puffy and red.. it's soooooo itchy but i've to refrain from touching my eyelids. It got so bad, that my mum came to pick me from work in the afternoon, to go to the doctor. Doc says it's an allergy.. to wad, i'm not sure. Now both my eyes are half the usual size, and my field of vision is my eye level and below. i can't open my eyes big enough to see more than that, and it's really extremely uncomfortable.

doc gave me an mc for tmr, so i dun have to go to work. *hee*.. he says i shouldn't stare at too much bright light or the com too much..

please do pray for me, that the swell, redness and itch wld all go away... thankies!!

2005-03-07T13:39:00.000+08:00

The A level results day was a major disaster. I've never cried so much in my entire life. Cried for 3 days over my results. When i got my results, i jsut broke down and started crying, cried on the phone while telling my mum my results too. That very night, i cried myself to sleep.

Saturday morning was lynn's surprise birthday party. Was a lil hesitant as to whether or not i should go for lynn's party, but decided to go instead of cooping myself at home, and thinking of silly thoughts. The party was pretty alright, took my mind off certain things for that day. I enjoyed the outdoor service, and playing table tennis with alvin, jon and sop.. hahaha... the ferry ride back to the main island was hilarious, cos we were on the 2nd deck, while OTHERS were on the bottom deck. Those who were there will noe who the OTHERS were.. lol..

then walking out the the ferry terminal, this truckful of 'IMA' workers drove past us... and changyuh and marcus went and shouted "BYE" to them. MY GOODNESS>. it was hilarious, cos the ima pple started waving and saying bye too.. hahahahahaha... dinner at harbourfront was an enjoyable one..

sunday's service was really good.. i enjoyed listening to the speaker.. i was hoping she'd pray for others besides pple who needed healing.. but she din. Lunched with the zgmights at marina square.... before we all went to suntec. Joy, sop and i went to the career fair to get brochures before meeting up with the rest of the zgmights again. It was fun hanging out with them.. i laughed so much on sunday that i think it can make up for the time i've cried in the past few days.. heh... really enjoyed their company on sunday...

2005-03-01T18:06:00.000+08:00

OH my goodness.. the A level results are gonna be released THIS FRIDAY AT 2.30PM!! Somebody pls shoot me, and wake me up to reality first.. before i wake up to the harshest reality ever, this fri... i'm totally freaking out...

2005-02-27T22:28:00.000+08:00

first and foremost, thanks to michelle for the lovely purple bracelet.. it's gorgeous!! and secondly, i had my first driving lesson today!!! oh man.. it's really fun!!!!! arrrgggghhhh.. really really very fun lor.. now i can't wait for my next driving lesson on fri!! hee.. i learnt how to reverse, brake gradually, drive round bends, go up and down slopes, stop at traffic lights etc. OH YAH, i have to pay special mention to this, i learnt how to change a punctured tyre!! my goodness, so next time, if any of ur cars have punctured tyre, i can help u all change lah!! hahaha.. it's really cool, how the car body can get lifted up from the ground just by using that simple car jack thing..

aiyoh.. but my instructor was nice lah.. very funny also.. the most embarassing thing that happened during the lesson was when i had to turn at a very sharp curb, and i mounted the curb, cos the car was too close to the curb!! omg.. i almost died lah.. sooooo embarassing..and my instructor was like laughing lah.. cos i was like, " oops!!" when i mounted the curb.. heh...

i can hardly wait to drive my OWN car!!! hee...

2005-02-26T23:27:00.000+08:00

Happy thots from now on!! =)

i can't believe myself, but i woke up at 12.30pm today!!! It's the first time i get to wake up so late anyway.. every wkday morning, i've to wake up at 7 for work.. then the past few sats, i've to wake up at 8 plus, cos there's tambourine practice. Sundays, alarm at 7am. So today was the only sat i cld wake up late. Went to church for youth com meeting. It was enjoyable as usual.. loads of funny stuff we tokked bout. Seminar at 3pm. It was quite alright.. easy to understand, and not boring. So i'd say it was good. Youth service had the usual pple again today. Played human tic tac toe today, and it was ..well... violent!! hahaha.. but somehow i feel, the more violent certain games are, they tend to bring more fun.. hahahaha...

Mich brought dunkin donuts all the way back from BANGKOK!!! woohoo.. they sure looked yummy.. but i din eat the mini ones, cos there was custard in them. But i tried a bit of the choc donut, and it sure was YUMMILICIOUS!!! yum yum.. i want more!!! heh...

Youth service was pretty alright.. after youth service, went to suntec with sop for dinner and to shop around.. and i got a new mango top!! yay!! wanna get my white heels from charles and keith tmr too!! can hardly wait..

mrt-ed home with sop later in the night, and sop decided to take a cab home. So we alighted at dover, and we were gonna flag down a cab from dover. OMG, NEVER EVER try to get a cab or even alight at dover mrt at night!! that area is totally empty!! there was not a single vehicle in sight along the whole stretch of road!! it's those kinda roads where u can stand in the middle of the road, and take like photos, posing in at least 5 different ways, without getting knocked down by a car or sth. that place was simply deserted, and while waiting for a cab, the most freaky thing happened...

sop: (suddenly turned and faced me) omg, did u just tap me??
me: erm.. (raising eye brows) no... why??
sop: cos i just felt 2 taps on my shoulders
me: omg.. sop, dun scare me ahz.. are u sure??!!!
sop: yes!! i felt two taps on my shoulder, that's why i thot u tapped me!!!

oh my goodness, i almsot died.. when sop asked me that, my hairs all started standing lah!! somemore, there was like nobody else there, but the two of us, by the side of an entirely empty road!! Thankfully, a cab came soon after!! how freaky!!!

2005-02-22T23:37:00.000+08:00

I hate the feeling of awkwardness.. especially when we all used to be able to tok and laugh bout anything..i miss those days..

I've finally come to a conclusion.. and chua, if you're reading this, pls always remind me of that realisation of mine...wouldn't noe what i'll do without you.. cos only u noe bout it now.. hee... hmmm.. think i'm gonna digress a bit now.. friendships are just so fragile.. ya noe.. sometimes when u just leave it alone for awhile, u find that when u finally come back to it.. it's just different.

i'm dreading the rest of the week.. can't wait for the weekends to come..

2005-02-22T09:07:00.000+08:00

i'm pissed cos i was kept in the dark bout it.. crap.. i'm feeling so sore bout it.. i'm upset bout it..(or is it... i WAS upset bout it...)so much so that i stoned on the phone while calling chua.. i dun noe if i really feel.. or is it just bout winning...

2005-02-20T23:09:00.000+08:00

Initially, i was very happily blogging bout the very entertaining day i had today.. but now i'm really pissed cos screwed up blogger deleted my whole post!! So now, i dun care, i'm just gonna summarise evrything and put it in point form..

-Attended first service today
-went with jared, my sis, faith, lynn, vicky, geri and sop for lunch at raffles hospital foodcourt
-headed for costumes shop at golden landmark
-took measurements for our leotards, and decided on the colours for the pants
-went to bugis with lynn, geri, and sop
-bubble tea
-sop and i went to intercontinental hotel for the business and accountacy talk.. but the stupid guy at the door din let us in, cos he say it was packed inside already -.-
-went to walk around somemore..
-met joy and her friends, so we went in together for the next talk-- faculty of communications
-it ended promptly at 5
-sop went home for dinner
-while i took the train down to airport to meet up with some of the zgmights to see mich off
-met up with mich, jon, shan, grace, hao, marcus and cy at the foodcourt in T1
-it was really entertaining hearing their story of the day's happenings, esp with tay ping hui and chen hanwei in the stories, ya see, they were filming in the hse just above my church
-but too bad for me, cos i wasnt there to take pics with them, and get autograph.. =( =( =(
-dinner-ed at the foodcourt
-after mich left for the restricted area..the rest of us stayed at the foodcourt awhile more, before taking the skytrain to t2
-we all went to macs at t2 for ice cream
-laughed EVEN MORE at macs.. really can die laughing with the jon, hao, marcus and cy around man... they're soooo funny
-witnessed a muslim woman slapping and pushing her son around..
-the son(according to the guys) sort of defended himself and (hit?) his mum back?
-then the father sort of ran up the them.. and then i dun noe wad happened.. couldn't see..
-then we all went back to crapping and taking pics!!! hahaha... marcus phone is super clear.. can take nice pics.. lol..
-left the airport at 9.. shan,hao,marcus and cy took bus, while, jon, grace and i took the train..

wad a long day.. i sooo dun wanna go back to work tmr.. with absolutely nothing to look forward to tmr.. or in the wk.. except on tues, when i'll be catching the movie " hide and seek" with chua and chieh.. hee..

TO MICH: have fun in bangkok, whether working or shopping.. hee .. take care and see ya on sat!! =P

2005-02-18T23:38:00.000+08:00

today was pretty fun..

work was pretty relaxing cos my manager wasn't around.. so we took a longer lunch today, and went to sentosa flower fest.. it was lovely.. so many nice flowers!! my fav were the purple flowers, but i forgot the names.. hahaha..

took a monorail almost one round round sentosa.. to get back to our office.. haha.. it was excruciatingly HOT.. scorching hot... sunny weather.. perfect for a tan.. but i was in BLACK 3/4 sleeves lah!!

I'm so lazy to blog, so i shall blog in point form..

-Looked forward to the end of work.. for jon's surprise party at spinelli's\
-end of work came pretty quickly
-took staff bus to harbour front to meet sop
-headed over to spinelli's at harbour front tower 1
-place was pretty nice.. loved the balloon thing
-mich brought jon round harbour front, while the rest of us were preparing wad to do when jon walks in
-surprised jon.. pleasantly
-great food
-even greater company, laughter was aplenty
-delicious bdae cake, accompanied with bdae song, and "william 7" 's special bdae song
-waited with sop, cy, hao,paul and christina, for chengwei..
-took their car to labrador park, which by the way is a lovely place..
-played whistling sparklers..
-heard cy and hao go on bout 'scary' / 'ghostly' stories
-joy and i were pretty freaked out by the stories..
-thankfully i din have to go home alone lah..
-got a lift out of labrador park from christina and chengwei
-cabbed home with alvin..
-great day today
-HAPPY HATCHDAY JON!!..

2005-02-14T23:22:00.000+08:00

today's valentine's day!!! i love valentine's days!! hee.. was in a really lovey dovey mood the whole day today, and while i was working in office today, class 95 was playing all the really sweet love songs.. soooo nice... u just feel love in the air.. lol.. and it was sooo cool.. cos 2 girls in my section of the office received bouquets of flowers delivered to them. One of the bouquets came from a mystery someone.. with no card... lol.. but the flowers were absolutely lovely!! It was my favourite type of flowers!! PURE WHITE LILIES.. in a purple wrapping.. beautiful. i can't wait for the day where i'll receive a bouquet of pure white lilies delivered to me too.. hahahaha.. *dreams*....

but anyway, i was still in a really happy mood, looking forward to the end of work.. to go meet mich, jon, alvin, hao, grace, vic, josh and sop for our valentine's day picnic by the beach.. and it was really fun!! a different valentine's day experience this yr.. lol... we played cards and chatted.. and when it soon got dark, we lit a candle and placed in the middle of our picnic mat.. and had our dinner... hahaha... "candle light " dinner?? =P.. then we subst champagne/wine with peach tea/water/100 plus/coke light. hahaha...

light stick and sparklers came in handy in the night.. oh yah.. candle caught fire as it came down to the last bit of the candle.. and the subway wrapper it was burning on, caught fire too... hao had to throw the whole "fired" wrapper onto the sand.. and i got splashed with wax!! ouch.. ahahahah.. but it was quite entertaining.. as we saw how 3 huge red ants get burnt to death.. yes.. on valentines day..

around us on the beach were so many other couples.. we saw some kissing.. some just lying next to each other... some bbq-ing.. (grinZ).. and some just playing with light sticks.. hahaha.. interesting..

got a lift home from alvin after that...

i'm dreading work tmr all over again.. with nothing to look forward to at all the whole day.. bah..

2005-02-10T23:12:00.000+08:00

Happy Lunar New Yr everybody!! This lunar new yr's been.. erm.. alright lah.. wasn't really in the festive mood cos i din get any new clothes for Chinese New yr this yr.. =(.. And ya noe, usually, the excitement is in the collecting of ang paos.. PLUS.. getting to wear new clothes!! hee.. but i had like no time to go shop for new clothes, plus, cny came before i even knew it.. yup.. but some pple are getting richer this yr.. lol..

Today was fine.. hmmm.. i pretty much enjoyed myself cos some of the zgmights came over to my place.. and it's the first time they came without mentioning any thing bout how far my place is.. LOL..

Woke up in the morning, got ready and waited for my sis, jared, and faith to come to my hse. Stayed home for awhile, tokked, watched tv, and eat new yr goodies.. then we all went to my grandma's hse for cny lunch.. stayed there a bit.. chit chatted with cousins i see only once a yr.. and collected ang paos.. then came home after lunch..

Played with faith.. *she's soooo cute i tell u..* then played cards with my younger and older sis, and jared.. VERY FUN!!.. haha...*grinZ*.. awaited the arrival of the zgmights.. lynn and alvin were the first ones to arrive.. followed by marcus, cy, paul, hao and grace. Watched tv for awhile, while snacking on new yr goodies.. then we played MAHJONG.. oohhh.. i love playing mahjong... mich and jon came later on...

We played quite a few rounds of mahjong, till even hao has learnt to play it.. some of them had to leave earlier to work/visit relatives.... so only paul and hao were left... so two of them, me and jared/my sis(they took turns).. formed a table of 4, to continue our mahjong game.. heh.. played a few more rounds before paul and hao had to leave for vic's hse too...so i walked the both of them out to the main road...

came back and continued playing with faith.. hee..

No fair!! tmr, my younger is is ponning sch, my elder sis is taking leave, and my dad is on leave too.. so my parents and my sisters are going out for dim sum.. and poor ME, still has to go to work... but they may be coming to sentosa's flower fest tmr.. hee.. aiyoh.. i think i'm getting sick of my job.. hmm.. but i like working in sentosa though.. every time i see the sentosa flower fest advertisement on tv or newspaper, i can't help but feel proud of it, cos i see the people in office working and getting all these ads done..hahaha

2005-02-08T01:09:00.000+08:00

today's one of the best days i've had this yr.. work was peachy. i finally got to move to another table.. with fast internet, and away from the passage way where everyone can see wad i'm doing.. now i get to use msn on my com.. but the bad thing is that i've to answer phone calls too.. hmm.. but then again, answering phone calls do add a little excitement in the job.. u never noe wad u get when u pick up the call.. u never noe when u're gonna get that unruly person who calls up and screams at u for not sending them their membership cards earlier, or when their membership cards get lost in the mail.

Left after work, and headed down to holland v. to meet my best-est friends in the world!! Met shu, sala and sop. Too bad reina couldn't come.. (reina, if u're reading this, pls realise that we're ALL gonna kill u when we see you!!) Omg, it was jsut so cool to meet up with them once again.. jsut like in the old times. There was never an awkward moment just now, once we met, the mg 'thang' just came back.. with the squeals and loads of laughter.. pure joy i tell u. We had dinner at crystal jade, of course, we included our oh so familiar 'tradition' where we'd mix different portions of leftover food together in a small bowl.. and try and get someone to try it.. lol..

Coffee after that at coffee bean. We sat outside, for once. We 'people watched' as usual. and tokked like there was no tmr!!! oh, it was so much fun. Then we got shu a slice of cake and put a lighted candle over it.. and brought it to the table. The people near our table were like, "ooohhhh, do u all need back up singers for the bdae song??" hahaha.. yea, and we sang her a bdae song.. before she made her wish and blew out her candle... thereafter, 4 of us, with our forks, digged into the cake!!! yummy!!! the cake tasted especially good today. It was really sweet... cheers to our friendship dearies... our trip better be on this time!!! =P

by the way, we met hadassah too. she was working at fosters. met keagan kang too.. who was having dinner with someone, at fosters too.. wad a lovely day... =)

2005-02-02T23:10:00.000+08:00

It was one stressful day today at work.. the whole morning and the afternoon after lunch was terrible.. i had to compile the weekly report for the last 4 days of jan, followed by the monthly report for the whole month of january.. that is.. i had to do a DAILY breakdown of the sale of the sentosa islander cards.. i had to make sooooo many changes and re-do dont noe how many thousand times, before i got the no of cards to tally. After that, i had to re-do a dozen times again, to get the revenues from the sale of membership cards to tally. I could have pulled all my hair out while at my seat, staring at the com!!

But when i FINALLY finished the report .. omg.. the sense of achievement wast absolutely fantastic!! sooooo nice!!! i felt so accomplished!! then, i re-checked, and saved a few times.. before emailing to my boss, and the director of sales.

After the email was sent out, the rest of the day was plain smooth sailing.. really relaxed.. cos it kinda seemed as if evryone was in a pretty relaxed mood.. hahaha

anyway, it was vic's first day at work today. Met her at the recep area in the morn when i came to work... then we went for lunch together at seah imm... it was pretty fun... chatted bout certain stuff over lunch.. hee.. it was especially entertaining when we touched on certain topics.. hahahahaha...

hmmm... as okie this job of mine might seem, i seriously can't imagine how pple can actually stay at one job for soooooo many yrs.. i think i'd just die if i've to do this as my permanent job...

TO SHU: so sorry i missed ur surprise party today.. happy bdae dearie... i promise we'll meet up for dinner one of these days k??

2005-01-31T23:24:00.000+08:00

Everything's pretty mundane these days.. especially work. So much so that i've nothing to blog about.

Sunday:
Went for first service with my sis, jared, and faith. I was pretty distracted during worship cos i was really scared to go up to share my testimony after worship. I mean, i'd be pretty scared already just sharing during second service, and i had to share testimony in the first service!! yea.. so i couldn't really concentrate. But the most amazing thing was, halfway during worship, in between two songs, Rachel read a passage from the bible... she read Psalms 27.. i can't rem if she read the whole chapter.. "The Lord is my light and my salvation; of whom shall i fear? When the wicked come against me to eat up my flesh, my enemies and foes, they stumbled and fell. Though an army may encamp against me, my heart shall not fear;though war may rise against me, In this i will be confident"

It totally hit me. While singing during worship, i prayed that the Lord might speak to me, take away my fear, and speak through me. And i just teared when rachel read from the bible. God spoke, and i knew that fair well.

2005-01-24T23:46:00.000+08:00

Today's one exciting day for me.. hahaha.. guess wad happened during work? While i was at my desk keying in data into my com, sheiting came up to me:

Sheiting: denice.. u see, the ren wo ao you(The Champion) guy!! (walks to me with an application form)

Me: wad??? you mean qi yu wu???!!

Sheiting: no... (passes me the application form with photo)

Me: oh my goodness!!! julian hee!!!!

hahaha.. i almost died.. he looked sooo good in the pic.... nice smile.. hee... and the best thing was that i actually called him up!!!! lol... cos his address on the application form looked kinda incomplete.. hee.. so someone HAD to call him up to check and confirm the residential add.. hahaha.. and I called him up! *blush*.. i called him on his mobile and he sounded soooooo good.. like seriously... hee..

after the pple from marketing/coms saw his photo, they all asked me for any more info i needed from him, so that they can call him up too.. lol..

yea.. then rushed down to cine after work to meet sop for the movie " shall we dance". oooohhhh.. it was an amazing movie.. sort of like a feel good movie.. loved the dance man.. makes u wanna go take up dance lessons!! hee... which i already planned on doing.. hee...

anyways.. just heard from mich that i've to write my experience at IGNITE 05'. And to tell the truth, i'm totally excited bout getting down to writing it. The thought of thinking back on it makes me all fired up for God. Now i can't wait for synergiz in march.. hee

this song's been playing in my head all day long, since i realised that i've this song in a wow worship cd.. hee.. love this song...Beautiful Saviour

All my days i will sing this song of gladness
Give my Praise to the fountian of delight
For in my helplessness, You heard my cry
And waves of mercy poured down on my life

Beautiful Saviour,wonderful counselor
Clothed in majesty, Lord of history
You're the Way , the Truth and the Life
Star of the morning, glorious in holiness
You're the risen One, heaven's Champion
And You reign, You reign over all

I will trust in the cross of my Redeemer
I will sing of the Lamb that never fails
Of sins forgiven, of conscience clear
Of death defeated and life without end

Wonderful Counselor, Beautiful Risen One

I long to be where the praise is never ending
Yearn to dwell where the glory never fades
Where countless worshippers sing one song
And the voices of the nations sing worthy, worthy,worthy
Beautiful, beautiful One
Jesus, You are worthy, beautiful beautiful One
Jesus, You are worthy, beautiful beautiful One

2005-01-21T23:40:00.000+08:00

One word sums up my day. FANTASTIC. It was an absolutely amazing day at ignite o5' today. I had the most perfect experience with the Lord today. It was such a wonderful day, and there's simply too much to blog here.. so i'm just gonna write it all down in my personal diary.. hee....

2005-01-18T01:44:00.000+08:00

yesterday was great. we had some discussion thing during sunday sch, where uncle joo ching split us into grps. i'm alright with my grp. Service was great.. i totally enjoyed the light hearted yet heart warming message by sis snita.

before i go on, wanna wish my favourite niece FAITH, a very happy 1st bdae!! =P

actually, i was gonna post a pic of faith here.. but i've no idea how to.. and my 'hello" thing for posting pics doesn't work anymore.. so.. someone, pls tell me how on earth do i put pics up here again...

After service, sop and i din join the rest of the zgmights for lunch. We had macs for lunch, and i finally got to try the new macs prosperity burger.. wow.. it really is good.. the curly fries too!!

shopping spree after lunch was absolutely fantabulous!! amazing! i've never been so excited bout shopping before.. hee.. been kinda deprived of time to shop latelym ya see.. hee.. so it was very fun.. to add on the the already great day.. something else made the day even more perfect.. THAT.. i shall not mention here.. hee...

i practically floated home yesterday.. hahahaha

today was very funny.. i went for my appointment to pluck my eyebrows.. then just as the person was about the pluck for me, her previous customer suddenly said" oh there's a baby cockcroach on the floor.."..
the eye brow lady ran a distance away, and i jumped off the high seat i was on, with the "apron like" thing still on me.. it was so gross... luckily i jumped off the seat and ran away too.. cos the cockcroach subsequently crawled up the chair!! then luckily this other guy swept it to the ground and killed it..

oh yah.. today, something else happened which made me one happy girl again.. lol... this wk's my week.. hahahaha.. just kidding..

2005-01-15T23:50:00.000+08:00

today's baby day at youth service!! we were all supposed to dress up as babies!! but only some pple did lah.. lol.. but it was pretty fun.. i think i had more fun then the rest who were playing the game.. i had loads of fun seeing the reaction on their faces when they had to run back to their seats.. it was really funny... i just love being the "gamemaster".. hahaha.. omg.. the forfeit was the ultimate highlight. chris and wenhao had to drink jelly from a tiny milk bottle!! so funny!! laugh until wanna die... but they were good sports lah.. so it was fun..

but i enjoyed small group discussion today too.. hee.. and i'm pretty onz bout it too.. hee..

dinner as usual with the zgmights after youth service at the nearby food centre... took some pics too.. but really lazy to write captions for the photos.. so i'll just post all the photos up.. together with those taken at the sleepover at my place.. enjoy

2005-01-12T22:41:00.000+08:00

the past 2 days of work have been great!! i enjoy work when i've lot's of work to do!!! crazy right?? but it's really true!! But yesterday, there was a period of the day which was quite bad. I was supposed to send up this package of application forms to the cashier upstairs.. and they were supposed to pass it to the courier.. that was to be done by 10am in the morning... BUT.. i totally forgot bout it!! I only realised it during lunch.. and i told my friend.. and she was like.. OMG... cos the courier supposedly only comes like once a wk? or is it a day? i can't remember.. lunch was horrible yesterday, cos i was super duper stressed.. and worried bout the application forms.. it's like a weekly assignment thing.. and i forgot. Lunch was quiet cos i din even feel like tokking..

but thank God when we sent the package of forms up to the other department upstairs after lunch ,they managed to send it out to the other company by 4.30pm.. amazing.. i was like praying so hard during lunch, that the courier wld not have come yet!!

Today was really cool cos one of the ladies in the office today received a bouquet of sunflowers from a mystery person!! it was delivered by the florist. So funny.. cos all the marketing pple were like coming up with "suspects".. as in who wld have been the mystery person.. that poor girl was soooo embarassed.. cos it wasn't her boyfriend who sent it.. hee.. and the rest were all teasing her.. sayin it could be a stalker.. but it was really really funny.. but how sweet.. imagine receiving a bouquet of flowers while in office working... lol...

2005-01-09T21:17:00.000+08:00

the past few days have been pretty great.. cept for the fact that i missed out on "THE GIFT"!! =(.. wad a bummer.. i was totally looking forward to THAT.. *hee*..

anyways, the past few days have been pretty peachy... work's pretty alright.. workload is manageable.. though i dun get paid very much, i'm not overworked too.. so it's good. On friday, it was the last day for 2 of the interns from NUS... so the marketing department had some farewell lunch with them.. and they all came back from lunch late.. sheiting, amanda and i went to sakae sushi at harbour front for lunch.. it was yummilicious!!

Couldn't make it for THE GIFT.

Sat:
Woke up pretty late.. and ended up being late for the youth meeting.. VERY late.. but it was really interesting.. pretty fun too.. left halfway, towards the end of the meeting to get my new spectacles.. On the way back to church after collecting my specs, i cabbed back. And the cab driver was preaching to me bout God in CHINESE!!! and he started quoting verses in chinese!! oh man.. i cldn't really understand wad he was saying cos it seriously was pretty cheem! i just merely agreed with evrything he said...nodding my head evry now and then. The only thing i caught was when i was about to alight from the cab, and he said in chinese " God Bless you.. i'll be praying for u.." and he was really nice. He charged me cheaper for the cab fare. ;)

Youth service was great. I really enjoyed it. The game was very fun, even though i din participate in the game. Totally enjoyed myself watching them play, and laughing at them!! The forfeit was really funny too!!

Dinner after that was fab.

Reached home, washed up, then went online. Hahaha.. tokked loads of crap online, and did some friendster-spying too.. hahaha

Sun;
Church today was quite nice. Today's promotion sunday. Din get promoted. But we've got new pple in our class now. Service was absolutely great. I really loved the message. Simple and easy to remember. "I"M not an accident. I'm here for a purpose."

Lunch with the zgmights at harbour front noodle hut later. food was yummy. tokked MORE crap with chang yuh, marcus, vicki, joy, sop,marlini and grace. laughter was aplenty.

went to meet my mummy after that to get some shopping down. ya see, i've simply no more clothes to wear to work. hahaha.. sad case eh? yea.. but i ended not seeing anything i fancy. BUT i did buy my fav red earth eye shadow!! oohhhh.. so nice and glittery!!! i like!!!

back to work tmr!! can't wait for "baby day" at youth service on saturday!!!

2005-01-04T21:24:00.000+08:00

Today's my 2nd day of work. Evrything's alright so far. One of the girls in the sales department is my sch mate, noe her from drama, yup.. so at least i noe someone. Got to noe this other girl called amanda, from vjc. She's pretty nice too. First day of work yesterday was pretty relaxed. I din really have much to do.. haha.. but it's really cool for the fact that i have my personal name tag and staff pass. So with my staff pass, i get discount when i eat lunch ANYWHERE in sentosa!! cool eh? haha.. Well, let' s see.. i've my own table and com... and that's pretty much bout it. Today was basically a whole day of data entry for the sentosa islander membership. I never knew that there were SOOOOOO many freaking pple who actually signed up for the sentosa islander membership!! there're thousands of them?!!! my goodness.. nearly went crazy today..

then after lunch in the afternoon, when an outside company delivered a new batch of islander cards.. sheiting and i had to print out the letters to all the new islander members, informing them of their card collection. I folded a total of 100 letters today, all the exact same size, and put them in the sentosa envelopes, to be sent out tmr. We still gotta do the same for those members who renewed their membership.. but that will be for tmr..

hmmm.. i never thot i'd be saying this, but i miss school.. work's not as stressful as sch, but i come home so tired evry night.. Was listening to radio just now, and i heard a dedication to the acjc j1s.. and the song was the song for orientation mass dance this yr. Oh how i miss acjc!! i miss my jc1 days, esp the first 3 months when i had my orientation fun.. and my own mass dance.. i missed sch days in the first 3 months when we all had our diff sch uniforms, yet were so united as a class!! we had soooo many class parties.. practically like one evry two wks!! i miss the beginning of jc2, when i was an ogl, leading a grp of j1s in their orientation, teaching them THEIR mass dance, and still having so much fun on my own.. ah, those are the days..

it's like in the blink of an eye, and i'm working already.. no more sch uniforms nor sch shoes.. wad a bummer..

2005-01-01T22:24:00.000+08:00

first and foremost, HAPPY NEW YR to everyone! I had an absolutely great beginning to this yr. Started off with watchnight service. There were great testimonies, and i went forward to be prayed for. We prayed for the tsunami victims, as well as for relief. The whole service sort of offcially ended at like 12.40am., which COINCIDENTALLY is the time of departure for the last train from paya lebar, towards boon lay. There was no way we could get to my hse, all six of us, by public transport. But thank God for Sis Lena and Sharon, who gave me, marcus and changyuh a lift to my hse, while lynn's dad gave joy, sop and grace a lift to my hse also. We reached almost the same time lah.

When we arrived, we dropped our stuff off, and played with sparklers and those spray can - streamers at the playground. The 6 of us used a total of 12 boxes of sparklers, each containing 10 sparkler sticks, and 2 cans of spray streamers. After that, we went into the hse, watched 50 first dates, while snacking. Oh man, my 2nd most fav part of the night was when we all went online, to satisfy our curiosity bout a certain someone.. hahahahahaha... it was super funny... we talked loads of crap, after which we all layed matresses, and prepared our resting areas.. it was really funny cos we all lay on our beds at like 4 plus am, but me, sop and joy continued tokking bout loads of stuff.. and somehow, the guys also heard our whole conversation.. we eventually all fell asleep at 5 am in the morning.

I woke up at 9am, washed up and went downstairs. Chang yuh and marcus woke up soon after. Followed by grace. So the 4 of us then played daidee. We eventually woke joy and sop up at 10am. Then we all went downstairs for breakfast. Mummy bought prata for us!! hee..

Watched Along came Polly, after breakfast, before we decided to play cards. Soon, evryone started comin.. lunch was pretty good. I think my mum enjoyed today's lunch too. Anyway, after lunch and the video, and the debrief, me, sop, vicki,lynn,marcus, changyuh and josh went to westmall to watch Meet the Fockers. It's a really funny show, but pretty crude too..

Went with them to the nearby kopitiam for dinner. dinner was yummy. had dessert too! hee.. nice day today..

anyways.. here's a few shout outs:

lynn: thanks for helping us get transport from church to my place!!

joy, sop, grace, marcus, changyuh: thanks for travelling to far, to my place for the sleepover!! =P had loads of fun..

lynn, vicki, josh, sop, marcus, changyuh: had a great time at westmall.. hahaha

rest of the people who came for the lunch today: thanks for making the effort to travel so far, to my hse..

mich, jon, wenhao: take care, and get well soon!!

2004-12-29T21:53:00.000+08:00

Today's a peachy day.. woke up earli-er than usual in the morning.. to go down to the bukit batok driving centre for my basic theory lesson. Dun ask me why i'm taking them.. their COMPULSORY!! but it was quite fun lah.. i was late for the class.. it was sooooo freakin embarassing cos when i walked in, the whole class was filled, and there were sooo many pple, and evryone looked at me.. darn. i had to take the empty seat, right in front!! But the instructor was really really funny!! It was an extremely fun lesson lah.. i laughed so much.=p and oh my goodness, i hate travelling there and back!! I had to go to the driving centre myself this morning, and since i was late, i cabbed there. Cab fare was $3.70. This shows how near the driving centre is to my hse. BUT, i took 3 buses just to get home!!

After i reached home, the BMW sales person came to my place with my dad's new car. It's really cool man!! i noe ALL the functions now, and i feel as if i can drive it on my own!! hahaha.. i sooooo can't wait to drive man!!

Went out for lunch with my mum, walked around a little, then came home.

But wad really excites me now is that i'm about to get employed!!! *yay*!! I'll be starting work at sentosa on the 3rd of January.. doing admin in the sales department.. woohoo.. i'm soooooo excited!!! But the job will only be for like 2 or 3 weeks, till the permanent staff comes... hee.. but wad the heck, i'm excited all the same.. alright.. gonna go watch amazing race now..

omg.. my classmates are goin for mambo night today, and i totally forgot all bout it.. they're sooooo gonna kill me...

wad a nice day today..=)

2004-12-27T01:17:00.000+08:00

i'm soooo lazy to blog, so i'm just gonna try to make it brief.. and in point form..

-went to church today for service
-watched some of them perform their carolling songs, which was really good by the way, loved the "swaying" part.. *hee*
-enjoyed today's msg during service
-was extremely touched by the work of God when i saw terence's mum get saved.. the Lord is truely amazing..
-after service, it was lunch with the zgmights at sing post
-lunch at long john was extremely entertaining
-enjoyed the conversation the 6 of us girls had!we laughed so hard i almost died.
-and the whole talk was mainly bout TWO particular pple, whose names i shan't mention here just in case.. hee..
-topshop
-coffee club express, wisma
-coffee bean, taka
-coffee club, kino
-some cafe in library@orchard
-home.

2004-12-24T01:34:00.000+08:00

i'm super lazy to blog these days even though i've so much to write about!! firstly, my shoulders are peeling really badly cos of the sunburn while in sydney.. darn.. now i can't wear all my new christmas clothes.. =(.. i've been like dabbing gallons of aloe vera moisturiser on my shoulders every day!! any of u have any other ways to get rid of this peeling "disaster"??

let's see, yesterday, as in, wednesday, i went shopping with sop, and met geri awhile later.. and continued shopping.. went to meet up with the youths at scatts foodcourt for dinner.. actually, seriously speaking, i was a little hesitant bout going to meet the youths for CHRISTMAS IN ORCHARD at first, cos like when i dun see them for an extended period of time, and when we finally meet up again, sometimes it gets a little .. erm... weird? i can't think of a suitable word.. but yea, u get wad i mean?.. so initially, i was supposed to go with some of my classmates for "crave 04"... but.. i'm really glad that i went with the zgmights for christmas in orchard.. oohhh.. it was sooooooo much fun!! i enjoyed the performance by that church.. i can't rem which church.. but i was really surprised to see gabriel gay!! oohh.. now i miss my first three months class.. hahaha....

later in the night, terence, lynn and i shared a cab home. but there were like long queues EVERYWHERE and all the booking lines were busy. so guess what. Terence, lynn and i WALKED from scatts foodcourt all the way to NEWTON MRT!!! oh my goodness.. i really thot i'd have died.. oh boy.. i've never been so excited to see a cab in my life..

anyways, today's mummy's bdae.. hmm.. since the time now is 12.41am, actually, her bdae was 41 mins ago.. We all went out for dinner at the jap restaurant at suntec called "kuishing bo".. omg, the food's terrific!!! We all ate sooooo much.. and i absolutely love their advertisement song man.. it goes sth like
dong dong dong
1... 2... 3...
we are kui-shing-bo
(i can't really rem wad they say at this part, but i noe it ends with...)
sun-tec city
tower 3

there's this really cute rhythm thing they have for the song.. haha.. this use to play it pretty often on television.. haha

after dinner, we went for the mango sale!!! goodness me.. like half the store was having 50% discount!!! so cool!! i got this new turquoise corduroy skirt for only $19!!! *BIG SMILE*

I can't wait for tmr man.. actually, since it's 12.56am now.. by right, it shld be, i can't wait for later in the evening.. hee.. there'll be this christmas bbq thing at my place in the evening.. actually, my parents organised it, so they'll be inviting their own friends.. thot i'd be pretty bored.. but i managed to get russ, kenneth and shawn to come!! hee.. shall make them play mahjong with me!! hahaha... hopefully sop can come too.. hee.. sop, u better come k!!! =)

ooooh yah.. another good news.. i sent in some online CVs through some agencies this morning for some admin jobs.. and while having lunch today, one of the agencies called me to ask me to go down for an interview on monday!!! oooohhh.. so exciting!!! i really hope i manage to find a job soon!!! hee...

alright.. will update again when i have the mood to.. or if there are more good news to come.. hee

2004-12-20T21:59:00.000+08:00

i'm back.. again. Yup, came back from sydney last night, at bout 12am..

overall, i'd say the trip was pretty alright. We went on a tour, but there was quite a lot of free time here and there.. which was good, so we din have to like rush here and there. hmm, actually, come to think of it, i found the trip pretty boring. hahaha.. i din really like the pple in the group, though there were 3 other pple who were the same age as me, one girl, and 2 guys. I tokked to the girl a bit.. the 2 guys were.. erm.. i've got absolutely no comments.

anyway, i only enjoyed TWO days of the trip. hee.. one was when we travelled all the way from sydney to port stephens. And we went on board this boat, 3 decks.. and travelled far out into the sea to see dolphins.. ooohhhhh... there were so many dolphins, and the dolphins even swam near our boat.. they're gorgeous i tell u.. lovely. Had lunch on the boat after that. Following the dolphin thing, we travelled bout 1 hr to some sand safari place! OH MY GOODNESS!! THIS is the peak man!!! This place was just a vast area of sand everywhere.. sort of like a desert, u look around u, and u just see sand everywhere.. no trees no nothing.. so we were quad biking.. it was super duper fun!! hiyah.. but the guide din let me ride the quad bike alone, he rode with me. The quad bikes are sort of like some scooter thing.. MUCH bigger though.. and with four wheels.. actually, sort of like a mini tractor cum scooter.. ya noe like those u see on tv, where they ride really fast through mud paths? up and down slopes? yup. those kind.

there were some male and female instructors, and they rode with all the teens and kids..

1st part: initially a particular uniformed guide sat in front of me to control the whole quad bike, cos the guides had to bring us and the quad bikes UP the pretty steep sand hill first. i saw the previous few guides bring the other pple up, and the pple behind merely grabbed on to some handle located at the back of the quad bikes. So when my turn came, after i got onto the quad bike behind the instructor, i held on to the handles behind me.. but he was like, " u wanna grab on to me?" so i did.. haha.. and thank God i did... he rode super duper fast, and i was ultra scared man!! think my heart almost jumped out man!! hahaha yup... but he brought me safely to the top where the rest were..

2nd part: the top part of the sand dunes had fairly gentler grounds.. as in, in terms of slope intensity. we were made to ride the quad bikes ourselves, pracising the "go" and "stop" aka the accelerators and brakes. Then we took off on our journey. This is where another non uniformed instructor came to sit behind me, as a pillion rider. He controlled the foot brake, while i controlled the accelerators at the handbars!! It was uber fun! ya see, there was a head instructor leading the whole "pack" of quad bikes. And we're just supposed to travel in the tracks left in the sand, by the quad bike in front of ours, keeping a dist of at least 10 m between our quad bike, and the one in front of ours. But my instructor was really cool, my quad bike was initially one of the last in line, so he controlled my accelerator too, and manouvered OUT of the tracks at like TOP SPEED down really steep sand slopes!! oooohhhh... i absolutely enjoyed it man!! and he brought me to the front of the line.. hahaha.. he's cool man.. at least he was the best looking instructor among all..he had his shades on, and had a nice piercing on his left ear.. hee.. thank goodness he came to sit on MY quad bike.. cos the rest of the instructors made whoever was on their quad bike go really slowly.. hahaha... he even shook my hand at the end of the ride!!! *grinZ*

3rd part: we rode an amazingly long distance, up and down slopes.. and eventually, we came to the seas.. it was a terrific sight!! there was nothing but fine, clean sand everywhere.. and then there was this border where the seas met the sands.. and there were huge waves crashing down.. huge enough waves for surfing!! it was beautiful.. i took a picture of the scene.. will post the pics up once it gets developed.

4th part: rode further on, and stopped at this part of the sand dunes where the instructors dug a hole in the sand, pretty deep in where there was water.. and we were all forced to drink the water!! they say it's natural spring water from the ground. though it was slightly murkish, it tastes exactly like mineral water.

Finally reached the middle of the sand dunes, where there was this really steep slope. There, we did sandboarding. It was fun too. But i hated the part where i had to carry my sand board, and walk UP the sand hill.. The winds were really strong, and i could feel the sand hitting on my legs and my face. We even had to wear eye goggles to protect sand from flying into our eyes. I tried to resist talking as much as i could to prevent myself from eating sand.. haha.. ya noe.. the flying sand.. yup.

After sandboarding, we took the 4wd back to our origin. It sure was a fun day, but we were all tremendously burnt. My whole back was red. It was soooo painful and itchy the next day, that i could hardly sleep. When i slept, i stayed in the same position the WHOLE NIGHT. Couldn't bear to turn cos of the pain.

hmmm.. come to think of it, actually i wouldn't ming having my wedding there in the sand dunes.. hahahaha... quad biking with my husband along the sand-sea border.. with the winds blowing and the waves crashing.. beauuuuuuuuuuuuutiFUL... =)

alright, enough of one day. the other day i enjoyed was when we were taken to this shopping mall called " factory outlet". It's this huge shopping mall where ALL the shops inside were of well known brands, but were all direct factory outlet shops.. so all the clothes were selling at much lower prices!! how cool was that?!! i literally shopped till i dropped man!! hahaha..

the seafood there in sydney is yummylicious!! soooooo fresh!! We had seafood at one of the restaurants near darling harbour(by the way, when i say seafood, i only refer to lobsters and crabs.. cos these are the only two types of seafood i eat.. i don't really eat prawns.. only some kinds)... and we ordered this seafood platter.. it was supposed to be for two persons.. but it turned out to be this "3-storey" platter!! but it sure was ultra delicious.. and the pple there were all already having christmas dinners everywhere!! everyone's all decked out in their lovely "gown-like" dresses when they go for dinners and parties.. and you can see the pubs all along darling harbour all closed for private functions.. and u see a whole pub full of pple in lovely dresses and suits, drinking and chatting... i love looking at their clothes man.. really nice.. haha

So, overall i'd consider this trip to be..well.. fairly peachy. Despite that, i missed out on quite a lot of outings/gatherings the zgmights had... heard they all had loads of fun...

2004-12-14T02:12:00.000+08:00

a little snapshot from prom at ritZ

2004-12-14T01:15:00.000+08:00

"meteor garden" pose..

us--> take 1

us-->take 2

2004-12-13T23:17:00.000+08:00

I'm getting sooo lazy to blog these days! Anyway, the wk sure has passed really quickly, and i thot i'd just leave one last entry before i leave for sydney tmr evening.

Saturday:
We finally had a youth outing!! hahaha.. the guys were supposed to plan some youth service or some youth thing.. but obviously it never happened.. hahaha... When some of us came back from the mission trip last fri, we were all pretty enthusiastic bout having some youth dinner or sth like that.. hee.. but then again, it never happened. So on the recent friday, geri and joy, the main organisers, planned a dinner. We, chris, geri, lynn, joy, sop and i met for dinner at bugis. How successful eh? This just goes to show that girls have a better ability to plan and organise stuff. yup. anyway, budget was the only restriction. So dinner was at Mos Burger. But we crossed over to swensens for ice cream after dinner. haha.. talk about being on a budget. Everything was good. Headed for the once popular "sport", NEOPRINT TAKING!! hahaha.. i'd say, it's truely a "sport" man!! We took a total of 21 shots!!! hee.. changing positions evry now and then, but everything turned out a-okie!! perfect.

sunday:
we finally resumed sunday sch, and it was the same bunch of us again, those who went for dinner. hmmm.. the topic was pretty interesting. Sis chiew kwan discussed with us the topic on "love and dating". how apt. hahahaha... After sunday sch and service, wenshan, joy, sop and i went to the taikeng area to distribute tracts.
thereafter, the four of us headed to AUPE for lunch. hmmm, after abstaining from the sambal fried rice for a period of time, it sure tasted yummylicious! and i personally feel that they have finally mastered the art of cooking fast. Waiting time wasn't all that long anymore.. or perhaps it was just good company.. haha.. after lunch, wenshan, sop and i went to suntec for some shopping!! ooohhh.. it was good! got a new top from topshop. Shan and i travelled to the airport later in the evening to go meet the rest and to pick up the mission team 2 pple.

wow, it was good seeing all of them back safe and sound, and in one piece. hahaha.. had dinner with all the youths, and shared experiences on both trips. It was good fun and fellowship i'd say.

alrightey, i better get back to some last min packing of my stuff before i leave tmr.. will see evryone when i get back on the 19th... =)

2004-12-11T01:54:00.000+08:00

post prom party.. all changed into jeans.. outside zouk

2004-12-08T21:05:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was one memorable day. I had my prom yesterday at the RitZ Carlton, and it sure was fun. Of course, it did bring back many memories of my sec 4 dinner at shangri-la.. but this was more grand..

I arrived to see everyone all glammed up, the ladies in nice gowns, and guys in suits. It sure was a pretty sight.There were even photographers from magazines!! as well as photographers from some inter-jc pageant thing.. and they took a picture of 5 of us girls at my table.. hee.. pretty cool eh?.. Took tons of photos, after all, it's like a once in a lifetime opportunity that u get to take such photos? haha.. can't wait to get it developed tmr.

Dinner was pretty alright, though i din really eat much of the food, since half the time, i wasn't at my seat, instead, i was going around with my friends taking pics.. hee.. it was really fun..many ex mg girls crashed our prom too!! Met mich kam and sarah, sharon, sala, ling and alex...

The whole prom event ended at bout 12am.. after which everyone went off to either each other's hse or hotel rooms to get changed for our POST PROM PARTY at Zouk.. chua and i met up with the rest at zouk at bout close to 1.30 am after we got changed at her hse.. The queue into zouk was pretty long since quite a lot of the j1s came for the party too.. but thankfully, i met the guys from my class in the queue, so we got to cut the queue pretty near the entrance.. haha.. thanks ahz, u guys.. hee

the music was good, overall i'd say it was peachy though it wasn't as fun as those at chinablack or rouge..but anyhow.. we all stayed till the party ended at 3am. there was a lucky draw at the post prom party, where apple sponsored 2 apple ipod.. but darn.. i NEVER EVER win these lucky draw prizes..

After the party ended at bout 3am, claire, jac, fat, chua and i went to some prata place for supper.. there were quite a few pple who were pretty drunk after the party, outside zouk.. so drunk that they actually had to be carried.. hahahahah...

yup.. so.. supper till 5 plus am? thereabout.. then headed over to chua's place.. and took superbly long to remove make up.. by that time, my mascara was all smudged already.. it was quite bad.. haha.. too long a day?...

tokked for a bit after we finally washed up and removed all make up.. and finally fell asleep at 7am this morning!! We woke up at bout 11am i think.. yea..

ooohhhh.. how i love prom and parties.. hee....and did i add that i highlighted my hair? hahahaha...

2004-12-03T22:14:00.000+08:00

after the short hiatus.. i'm back. I just came back from the philippines today, it was a mission trip. Well, overall, i'd say this was an amazing trip, and God really showed wonders.

The trip began last friday where we took the morning flight the the philippines, and arrived at bout 1 plus in the afternoon. However, we only left the airport at bout 3pm cos the 16 cartons and medicines we were carrying into the philippines weren't allowed through customs. After we passed through immigration at the philippines side, our whole grp was called to one side, and the officers actually opened up EVERY SINGLE box of medicines to check!! Initially, they wanted to detain the medicines!!! Calls were made to officials/authorities, and we just basically sat there and waited till miraculously and by God's grace, they granted us a permit to bring the medicines in. What an amazing start off point for the mission trip!

The journey the IfL was smooth, and living conditions were pretty alright, better than i expected.. hee.. but NOW, i can bathe in 10 mins, with just ONE PAIL of cold water!! like how cool is that??!!!

The journey to BSWC on the 3rd/4th day took at total of 12 hours including stopovers and stuff. We left IFL at 4am in the morning, and reached BSWC at 4 pm in the afternoon!! At BSWC, i had the experience of my life. We acually had to carry a few pails and go out of the house, to the communal pump, and pump water from the WELL for bathing!! brrrrrrrr.. it sure was cold.. but we slept in air conditioned rooms at BSWC

oohhh. yah, one memorable thing that happened was the day we had our trip to the mall!! haha.. on sunday, after the morning service at IFL, it was R&R for the rest of the day. So me, geri, chris and wenhao went with 2 adults from our team, and 2 IFL staff to the nearby mall. We took the tricycle followed by the jeepney!! THese 2 vehicles sure were fun!! haha..

At the mall, much time was spent EATING, and IN THE TOILET!! hahaha.. yes, those who went will understand. Anyway, we had the funniest incident that day at the mall, in one of the local boutiques.. it was majorly funny. Shan't mention it here lest i miss out any details, but u can always ask the pple involved.. haha...

I've seen more frogs than i've ever seen in my life in the past 7-8 days. gosh, be it in the toilets, or across the pathway.. or even flattened on the roads!! haha

alright, now for the prime part of the trip, the typhoons.. yes.. it's a once in a lifetime experience i'd say. When we got news of the typhoon approaching, we were forced to leave BSWC one day early to return to IFL. On the way back to IFL while in the van, it was pretty cool, cos it portrayed little things u see in twister.. like the darkening of the clouds, the strongs winds, and the clouds sweeping so quickly across the sky..

yesterday, we expected the typhoons to hit IFL around midnight. So the whole day, everyone was busy preparing the place to cope with the typhoon. Lynn, geri and i, and the other girls, helped loosen the soil and clear the gaps between the concrete slabs, to prevent flooding of the place, after which we helped out with the medical part.

anyways, carpenters were called in to reinforce all wooden atructures of the place, and sand bags were filled and placed everywhere. We even had a drill to evacuate when the typhoon hits our area. Tita pat made us girls go up to our dorms, and upon hearing the bell, grab our sleeping bags, and run down and gather at the main sanctuary. We had to run up and down a total of 3 times!! cos we were either too messy, noisy, or slow. That night, Judith,lynn, geri and i stayed up to talk quite a bit before going to sleep. It was an interesting night, cos we were made to sleep not in our pyjamas, but in our street clothes, such that we'll be prepared to run and evacuate shld anything happen. So everyone slept in really nice clothes, and had all our waist pouches strapped to us as we slept. Some even slept with their sandals and glasses on, to facilitate quick escape!! haha.. major eyeopener..

But thank God, amazingly, the typhoon that was reported to hit us, did not hit us.. So we merely experienced extremely strong winds and rains. That night, something really bizarre happened. Usually when the girls sleep at night, we'd hear the dogs bark everynight!! but LAST night, when the typhoons were supposed to hit us, the dogs did not bark, instead they howled.. It was like never before, cos it's wasn't just ONE dog that howled, instead, all 4 or 5 of the dogs howled!! hmmmm... even the dogs noe..

The flight home today was good.. pretty smooth.. but i'm sick now.. bah.. down with running nose and sore throat.. sigh.. hope i'll be up and about tmr, so i can go meet the other youths..

the 2nd team just arrived in the philippines today.. i sure pray that they won't encounter another typhoon of any sort..

ps: excuse all spelling or grammer mistakes in this entry cos i'm typing this entry based on a "standby mode" such that i'm gonna konk out anytime soon.. hee..

2004-11-25T13:21:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. the hols sure feel good.. and i thot i'd just blog one last entry before i leave for the philippines tmr morning..

i just finished packing my bag for the trip tmr morning.i took a total of TWO days to pack it.. haha.. actually, i still have my toiletries to put in.. oohh.. my bag's soooooo big and heavy.. just carrying it and walking in and out of my room already gives me aches on my back and shoulders.. die... haha.. but nonetheless, i'll persevere!! hee.. i'm soooo very excited for the mission trip starting tmr. But before the trip, there's still MAMA MIA tonight with esther, geri and sop!!! ooohhh.. how exciting!!

let's see, my hols are all planned out already!!
26th nov - 3rd dec -------------------> mission trip
7th dec ------------------------------> PROM!!!
7th dec (later in the night) -----------> POST prom party!! (can hardly wait)
14th dec - 19th dec(confirmed) ------> SYDNEY

i'm totally psyched for this december!! *hee*

2004-11-22T21:34:00.000+08:00

YAY!!!! the A's are finally over!!! woohoo!!! i'm so excited for the months to come.. econs today, was ... erm... alright?... as in, i wasn't expecting much anyway..i was already in the holiday mood when i went for my paper this morning.. hahaha.. yup..

after econs paper today, mummy came to pick me from sch, and drove me straight to downtown east where i met mel, vicki, marcus, chang yuh and josh for a day at WILD WILD WET... ooooohhhh.. it was fun today!!! hahaha... we went on all the slides except this purple tunnel slide thing.... hahaha.. it was real fun.. hmmm.. but highlight of the day, was the slide, deemed the most aggressive in wild wild wet.. that is, the "SLIDE UP". oh my goodness, never in my life i'd imagine myself to be going on THAT slide.. it's a v shaped, 4STOREY slide.. really really scary.. just getting the float, and climbing up the stairs gave me the creeps.. i partnered mel for that slide.. and when we first came down.. it was so fast that i had this momentary feeling that our float actually floated OFF the slide.. i opened my mouth to scream, but NO VOICE came out at all!! hahaha... hmmm.. but i'm glad mel wanted to take that ride.. haha, or else i'd never have dared to go on that slide..
favourite slide of the day(for me).. was the "ular lah"... it was very fun.. all six of us got into one float, and went down this curvy slide... and we even managed to smile at the camera for our pic to get taken.. haha.. of course, the wave pool was enjoyable too..

was gonna join the zgmights for dinner.. but forgot to tell mummy earlier.. by the time i called her and told her, she was already on the way to pick me.. so i ended up going out for dinner with my mum and sis..

a great day well spent today.. i had loads of fun.. but i just realised that i've this cut on the sole of my feet.. and it hurts really bad when i walk.. =(... .....the price u pay for fun.. haha

2004-11-20T11:42:00.000+08:00

yesterday was peachy.. chemistry paper 1 wasn't exactly good..One of my friends found it easy!! darn.. i din find it easy at all, especially with the fact that i had to guess a few of the answers, and plus as i had not enough time, i just simply shaded the last few qns a random option.. i just hope i pass.. but i think i kinda screwed up my chem mcq..

Went home after my chem paper, got changed then went with mummy and my younger sis to the bukit batok driving centre, where i enrolled for driving.. hee.. so cool.. can hardly wait to start the theory thing first.. hee..

headed to causeway point for dinner after that.. after which after dinner, mummy received a msg from my uncle saying that my grandma got admitted into A&E at NUH... so we rushed down to NUH after dinner at bout 8 plus.. sat at the A&E area for a pretty long time, as we weren't allowed in to see grandma.. luckily i managed to catch singapore idol at the lounge area.. haha... waited for bout 45mins, during which that 45 mins was sure interesting.. evrytime an ambulance drove in, we'd start looking.. how sadistic eh? yea, but it was nothing much.. no bloody cases or anything.. we only saw one guy who got wheeled in with a broken arm.. an angmoh lady with breathing problems(i think).. and an old lady with a sudden low sugar level.. oh yah!! and there was this girl, prob bout my age or a few yrs older,dressed in t shirt and shorts, she was running to the main building, and crying hysterically on her hp!! she ran halfway, then knelt down on the floor and cried and cried and cried.. apparently, her father just passed away.. my heart really went out to that girl man.. i mean, she's still so young!!! IT's sad to lose a parent!! MORE than sad i'd say.

finally, we got to see grandma. she got admitted for an asthma attack,breathing difficulties and an irregular heart rate.. yup.. so we stayed with her at the ward for awhile, got her settled down and evrything.. her maid's really doting and sweet!! grandma's maid started tearing when she finally got to see grandma, with the tubes and drip and evrything.. and she quickly took out tissue and started wiping grandma's face.. ( heard from my maid, that grandma's maid even cried while in the ambulance with grandma on the way to hospital!) she ended up staying overnight in the hospital with grandma..

but i've this conclusion.. i think the service in NUH is MUCH MUCH better than that in SGH.. the doctors and nurses here are sooooo much nicer, jovial, and more patient!! Last time, when my grandma had to undergo an op at SGH.. the doctors and nurses there were all so grumpy and impatient!! hmmm but then again, it was at NUH where my grandfather passed away 4 and a 1/2 yrs ago... hmmm....

2004-11-18T21:50:00.000+08:00

alright, i just completed a VJC chem mcq paper in preparation for tmr.. kinda crappy.. i think i've sorta lost my steam in this last few days already.. hee.. i'm only left with tmr's chem mcq paper, and monday's econs mcq, drq and case study.. woohoo!!

anyway, will only be online for awhile to blog bout today's weird happening, before going on to complete another mcq paper..

Went to jurong point with sop today to "study".. yea.. and we did.. right? until SOMETHING happened... we were studying at the macs at jp, at this table which was against the wall.. behind our table was the corner table.. which was pretty squeezy.. yea anyway.. sop and i sat diagonally opposite each other at the table.. i was listening to my muvo, unaware of the happenings around me, and punching away at my calculator, solving chem qns.. then this freakin irritating person, of all the empty tables around us, had to squeeze at the table behind ours.. so it was like, that person's chair and my chair was back to back.. and he kept pushin my chair and making all sorts of noises, and he was alone!! i was thinking to myself, " wad's his problem?of all place, must come pick this table.."

then after awhile, he moved to the seat inside..ya see, i sat on the outside seat, and put my bag on the seat inside, on my left.. so in other words, he was sitting with his back facing the seat my bag was on.. and after awhile, he turned diagonally, and leaned his stupid arm on the seat my bag was on.. and i've no idea how, but he still kept hitting/or pushing my chair.. i got soooooooo darn irritated that i turned and stared at him.. and it turned out that he was this malay, wearing those satin malay traditional clothe.. and it was bright purple!! and he had this pair of really really really old fashioned sunglasses on.. apparently, according to sop, who sat opposite me(facing him), he had been staring at me doing my work for like the past few mins!! FREAKY!!!..

anyway, back to the story, after i turned and stared at him, (he was alone and eating an ice cream by the way).. i quickly turned back and asked sop a chem qns.. and he started tokking!! yikes!!...

HIM: u all doing chemistry ahz?
me: erm, yah? (duh!! my chem tys is on the table in FRONT of you!!)
HIM: A level students eh? (DUH!! are u blind!! it's written in font size 200 A LEVEL on my tys?)
me: erm.. ya?
HIM: i used to like chemistry too.. i preferred chemistry to.. erm.. phy... physics!

i found it pretty weird.. like, he's trying something funny.. so i ignored him.. as he continued mumbling some stuff.. continued listening to my muvo till i realised that he was in a perfect position to snatch my bag, since his arm was ON the chair with my bag on it!! furthermore, my bag was translucent, so u can see my wallet and muvo player in it!! so as conscious as i was of him, i took my bag and pretended to take my pencil case out, then after taking my pencil case out, i rested my bag on my lap, and got back to doing my chem..

THEN.. the weirdest thing happened, he left the table behind me, and moved to the table NEXT to ME on my right!! OH MY GOODNESS!! i almsot died!! i was soooo scared, and by then i sort of guessed that he was probably up to no good.. my heart was like beating so fast, and i cld harly concentrate.. it was like, from my peripheral vision, i cld feel his eyes.. eeeeeksss.. my hair's all standing now...

so i wrote a note to sop, and slide it across the table, and suggested we leave this place.. immediately!! yea.. so we packed up and i said really LOUDLY, let's go HOME sop, i'm soooo tired!! then we ran out of macs, fearful that he might follow us!!

my goodness, that shade of purple is like haunting me now!! why why why did he have to wear purple??!!! .. while walking in jp, finding another place to study, it suddenly seemed like, EVERYONE"S wearing purple!! and i jumped at the slightest bit of THAT purple i saw..

sop and i ended up studying at the food court where it was much more peaceful and serene.. now i think i'm racist against.. erm... them.. yup.. see!! it only takes one rotten egg, to spoil the WHOLE basket.. alrightey.. gotta get back to chem!! why do these things always happen to me? so scary!!!!

2004-11-09T22:52:00.000+08:00

wow, seems like everyone's gettin more and more IT inclined eh? everyone's blog's getting so nice and high tech, and i dun even noe how to put music on my blog!!!! hahahaha

chem paper 3 and math paper 1 are over.. the papers were fine.. hmmm, but math paper 1 really deprived me of my precious beauty sleep.. i slept at 3.30am last night.. it's been a loooooooooonnnngggg time since i've stayed up THIS late.. i think the last time i stayed up till the wee hours of the morning was last yr, when i was on the phone with a friend till 6 plus, 7am in the morning.. it's cool how u witness the whole colour change of the sky, from black, till grey, till orange in the morn.. hahaha.... yea.. that memory kinda jsut popped up in my mind while i was studying last night..

anyway... after today's math paper, a random thought came to me. I realised how we're never satisfied with the things we have. We stay up late, studying, and when we feel that we've lost all hope, and on the verge of giving up.. we think " i hope i pass". Then morning comes, and we're able to recollect and re-compose ourselves, with the confidence of passing, then we think " i hope i'll be able to complete the paper in time". Then AFTER the paper, we come out of the exam hall thinking" darn, i hope i dun miss my A"...

see? it's like a chain sort of thing.. each time we achieve sth, we reach out and want to achieve more.. and more and more and more...it's never ending...

2004-11-07T01:41:00.000+08:00

alright.. today's one heck of a long memorising day.. i memorised over 40 pages of notes.. it's really purely memorising.. no need for any application of any sort!! it's FOOD CHEMISTRY.. oh man.. i think this is simply retarded.. now i noe how i shld cook my food in the future, so as to make sure i dont lose the nutrients... now i noe at wad temp i shld freeze my food in the refrigerator so as not to allow micro organisms to come attack my food!! now i noe how to draw protein chains.. and i noe how u get 2 different colours on 1 piece of beef ( half purple and half red)... i hate food chem.. i really do..

well, chem's on monday.. math's on tuesday.. pretty scary..

2004-11-04T14:20:00.000+08:00

yesterday was good, today was, alright. Went to school in the afternoon yesterday for my last gp consultation before the gp paper today. Essay was alright, aq was alright too. Yesterday afternoon, it was raining cats at dogs in the bukit timah - sunset way area, and due to especially poor drainage(which i just realised) at bukit timah, there was minor flooding. From wad i estimate, water level went up to 7cm above the road, i think. My mum drove me to sch, and while we came out of the underpass connecting jalan anak bukit to clementi road, this civil defence lorry skidded right in front of our car. It got pushed by the water current on the road from in front of our car, to the left, and hit a curb. My mum sort of shrieked in the car, and my heart nearly jumped out. haha, i got a shock lah. I was just wondering, what wld've happened if our car was at that particular position when the lorry got skidded to the left.. hmm..

anyway, after i got home, went running with drea.. yep, after not running for like, one and a half months. i finally put on my running shoes and went running around my estate. wow, i never knew there were pretty nice houses in the area.. huge ones!! haha..

today was gp paper 1 and 2. Didn't feel like it's the A's.. but anyhows, essay was okie.. not too bad, considering a topic that i read up on came out. so it was good. Can't say the same for the compre. Though it was easier than my prelim compre, i won't say it was easy, but doable i guess. AQ was bad!!! i didn't have time to complete it!! =(.. only ended up writing one and a half sides for my AQ.. but i included an introduction though. Ms netty told me yesterday, that i shld write an introduction for my AQ.. and today was the FIRST AQ that i actually wrote an introduction for, and i didn't have time to finish writing... =(.. sigh.. it's alright..i've committed the results unto the Lord, and i know He'll take care of it.. =) no worries.

2004-11-01T01:12:00.000+08:00

*life's a bed of roses for some, but a rocky cliff for others*

today was a pretty alright day. Went to church as usual, sunday sch, followed by service. Enjoyed church today. hahaha, lunch today at sing post was really like a "discovery lunch". my my, love is just floating around in the air for so many zgmights.. haha.. so many little blossoming "love buds"... how cute. While on the way home just now, i was still racking my brains, trying to figure out who are the "parties" involved.. and i suspect one person.. hee.. shan't mention yet, but i'll silently wait and OBSERVE.. yea.. that's wad i'll do. haha.. i think it's really cool that all these are like surfacing.. i mean, look at my sis and bro-in-law, and rachel and ronny.. found each other in church, and all happily married to each other today!! wow.. just look down the road and picture some of the youths there too.. hahahahahhaha... it's pretty amusing .. hee..

anyway, i'm tremendously excited for my senior's night on the 7th december.. cos i finally got my gown!! yippee!! now all i need are shoes, accesories, and a small bag.. which i can source for after my A's... alrightey... this was meant to just be a short entry... chao..

2004-10-28T23:16:00.000+08:00

second post for the day(first ever):

Dedicated to sarah..

dear sarah,
it's been more than two years i've known you.. Remember how we used to gossip together during LDDS in sec four in the library, while supposedly writing the script? *grinZ* . I wasn't really close to you then, but who noes? We both came to acjc, and we hardly knew anyone in class. Yup. So we got closer then. I'll always remember all the physics practicals we had last yr in j1, where almost ALL our practicals were always screwed up. So all our readings were always like copied from someone else. Chem practicals were always divided between us, where we'll each decide which part we'll do, and combine answers later. =)

Wanna thank you for the parties u've invited me to, and my parties u've graced. And will remember all the "help" u've given me in certain "stuff"... ie.... pierre...hahaha...THAT will always be remembered..

hmmm... to add on to that, wanna thank u for all the cab rides to ur hse when we have tuition.. and the comfort that u gave when i cried...(rem in the gym after pft?)

so here's wishing u all the best as u embark on this new journey. Even as u leave for overseas tmr, just wanna let u noe, that i'll miss u loads. take care my dear, and study hard!

Love ya tonnes,
Denice

2004-10-28T17:24:00.000+08:00

well well well... the big A's has finally begun for ME!! I had my chemistry practical today. It's the most important and LAST practical of my life!! yay!! i think i should celebrate or something.. haha.. anyway.. it was quite alright i suppose.. now i noe why hwa chong students always do sooo well for their exams, cos THEY NOE THE QUESTIONS!! Their teachers leaked out the chem prac questions to them.. how unfair is that?! hmmm.. at least i wasn't at a disadvantage.. *evil grinZ*.. haha.. yea.. as i was saying.. it was quite alright, except for a few careless mistakes, and perhaps the last planning question.. urgh.. i think i made a mess of that.. haha.. but anyhows. it's over.. so i'm gonna concentrate on my main papers now..

mummy picked me up after sch today, then we went for lunch.. and shopped around a little.. haha.. see wad i mean when i say i gotta celebrate? haha.. jkjk..

alrightey.. gotta write an essay for gp consultation tmr.. this entry was just to mark the official beginning of my A's.. haha

2004-10-25T18:47:00.000+08:00

the dreaded A's are drawing nearer and nearer.. and the worse thing is, i think i was more stressed out for my O's than my A's!! anyways, today was a peachy day. Was supposed to have consultation at 9am this morning, so i woke up at 7.45am(i slept at 2 plus last night!!), to bathe and get ready and stuff.. Thank goodness i had the sudden urge to switch on my phone immediately after i woke up this morning, cos ms netty msged me to push my consultation to 1030am. Haha.. so since i was up already, i washed up, and managed to do a few math qns, and read up a little info on mass media. Mummy sent me to sch after that for my gp consultation.

i'm really motivated to find more articles and write more essays for gp cos ms netty said that my essays have improved!! *yea* i'll be writing two more gp essays this wk for my next consultation with her on fri!! can't believe i'm sayin this, but i can hardly wait to get down to writing the gp essays!! hahaha... after gp consultation today, stayed in sch to ask my tutors some stuff, then lunched at holland v with sop before coming home.

things to complete tonight( BEFORE i sleep =p):
-chemical equilibrium
-moles and volumetric analysis

i think i'm beginning to like my subjects.. haha.. crap..but i've been neglecting my econs..
ooohhh.. i've been listening to this song the whole week.. it's called "Breathing" by Lifehouse..it's my current favourite! i wanna put it on my blog, but i've no idea how to.. haha.. i just realised how mixed my thoughts are.. i'm just writing bout random stuff that pops into my mind!!

I'm finding my way back to sanity again
Though I don't really know what i'm gonna do when i get there
I take a breath and hold on tight
Spin around one more time
And gracefully fall back to the arms of grace

Cause I am hanging on every word you're saying
Even if you don't wanna speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
Cause I want nothing more than to sit outside of your door
And listen to you breathing
Its where I wanna be, yeah

2004-10-21T01:06:00.000+08:00

i'm supposed to be goin to sleep now, but i felt the sudden urge to blog. today was, erm, pretty much alright i guess. Woke up early today to go for ms marhaini's econs lesson at 8am. Left the hse late, though, so after taking into account the morning traffic and stuff, i was late for her lesson. Reached the lecture theatre at 8.30am. *phew* She din say anything when i walked in. So we went thru the hwa chong prelim paper, from 8.30 am till 10.30 am. Had a snack with my classmates in sch, after which we all went to the hub to study. Chem Consultation with mr loke from 12pm to 12.45pm, went back to the hub after consultation. studied a lil while more, then met gladys and yueling to go for chem tuition. Somehow, i'm getting a little intimidated by chem. The A's are gonna be starting in SEVEN days for me. yup, chem prac's on the 28th oct, next thurs. it's really freakin me out man.. hmmm...

finished up market structures today. *yay*, and a math paper 1. I soooo wanna go overseas after my A's!! Received a package thru the mail from some US university today. In it was an application letter, and some brochures bout the uni. But i was just looking at the prospectus booklet for University of Melbourne, and i soooo wanna go there!! But my parents kinda want me in boring- terrible- rigid- education-system s'pore. They dun see a need for an overseas education when u can get into a local uni!! sigh... the worse thing is, now the education system is such that when students apply for universities now, they can only apply to ONE freakin local university at a time. and like, if i dun get into my choice of university, THEN i can re-apply for another uni. But by that time, i bet the space wld've been taken up already?? i think i'm beginning to crap now.. hmm.. just thinking bout my future..

i think i'm gonna study study study study really really really hard.. and perhaps, just perhaps i MIGHT be able to get a scholarship or sth? oph my goodness, this is sooooo embarassing cos i noe it's impossible. forget it, i'm gonna sleep.

2004-10-15T02:14:00.000+08:00

grp photo with classmates..

2004-10-15T01:14:00.000+08:00

today's one heck of an emotional day. it was our last day of sch today for the jc2s. so there was bacalaureate service till bout 10 plus am, followed by a buffet and photo taking session for the j2s.

we had a bacalaureate service, which included a message from the principal, bacalaureate thots from the ex council president, and a teacher, followed by valedictorian speech. The teachers also sang all the j2s a song. now THAT was *tear inducing*. i was controlling sooooo hard not to cry. then the cca captains/presidents also sang another song, find us faithful. it was really nice, cos we were all standing on chairs and stuff.. really heart warming..

after the service ended, we all began our non stop photo taking session, with classmates, friends, sch mates etc. i took quite a lot of pics.. bout 75 pics in total.. and i still missed out on taking with so many pple cos my digi cam ran out of battery!! so lousy k, even though i charged the battery for one whole night!! haha.. but it was really funny, cos by bout 11 plus, 12pm, all canon cameras ran out of battery!! haha.. so everyone was depending on panasonic and olynpus cameras!! haha..

the buffet was alright i guess.. there was even a cake with a msg written on the cake!! but despite that, i din even eat anything cos i was so busy taking pics and stuff.. haha.. it was really fun, going around taking pics and stuff..

went for lunch after that with chua and friends; caught the movie white chicks. oh my goodness, it was hilarious!! laughed non stop!!! hahaha.. yea.. great day today.. a little bittersweet.. glad that sch has ended.. at the same time, sad that i've reached the end of it all. but i love my photos.. gonna develop all of it tmr..

photos are up already.. at the right hand column, under "my photo album 2" followed by "last day in sch"... http://community.webshots.com/album/200331703schBTA.

2004-10-12T17:51:00.000+08:00

*woo hoo*!! i finally got my pink creative muvo player! so happy. anyways, yesterday was one memorable day. Chapel was the best! It's the last chapel ever, in my life. I've been going for chapel once every wk for the past TWELVE YEARS of my life. How funny, that time just seems to past so fast. hmm, to add on to that last chapel, we had pastor alvin pang to come speak to us, and he's the interesting one. hee.. and yea, after all those nights of stayin up, my friends and i actually stayed awake through the WHOLE of chapel sermon. He preached a good msg, inviting pple to accept the Lord after having heard so much over the past two yrs of JC life. We were all told to keep our eyes closed while pple raised up their hands. And i was real glad, that there were pple who actually raised up their hands,(usually there ain't anybody who would). yea, but with my eyes closed, when i heard him say "thank you for that hand" a few times, i jsut felt warmth in my heart, happy that there were quite a few who were willing to say the prayer.

today was econs mock. it was, well, much better than the NJC paper that ms marhaini let us do last wk. I actually completed the mock in time, FOR ONCE, for those who noe how slowly i write, haha. i even had time to stone for the last qns cos i din noe wad to write for the last qns. *hee*

this is the last wk of sch already. And i'd definitely say this is the wk of sch i've enjoyed the most in my entire jc life. it's really nice to see the rest of ur class finally bonding together, tokking and laughing together, ponning lectures together, and staying back after sch to study together. Thank God for this wk, cos it's really gonna make me miss my class after thurs. Thurs is my last day in sch where we'll be having a baccalaureate service, supposedly to "thank" the j2s for our "service" to the sch, and to "send us off on our future journey". How 'thoughtful'. But anyhows, i'm already feeling the sadness. These few days, my class has been like a photography studio, where we've been takiing so many pictures together. Tomorrow, we gotta take photos in the lecture theatres and stuff. haha.. but then again, we'll still be seeing each other on a weekly basis, cos i've still got a gp mock and econs mock. this friday's class bonding day. haha.. we'll be playing water polo in sch after our mock exam (just like our jc1 days)... sigh.. kk.. alrightey, back to practising math for tmr's mock exam!!

to joy: i can't find my "electronic monster" thing!! so sad!!! i think it's either at my old hse, or my mum gave it away!! aarrgghh.. i only have this other one called "pocket puppy".. haha..oh my goodness, it's so embarassing just typing it out here.. haha.. but can't fight or anything one.. hee..

2004-10-10T23:34:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I feel
like I am drunk behind the wheel
the wheel of possibility
however it may roll
give it a spin
see if you can somehow factor in
you know there's always more than one way
to say exactly what you mean to say

Was I out of my head?
Was I out of my mind?
How could I have ever been so blind?
I was waiting for an INDICATION
it was hard to find
Don't matter what I say
only what I do
I never mean to do bad things to you
so quiet but i finally woke up
if you're sad
then it's time you spoke up too

Was I out of my head?
Was I out of my mind?
How could I have ever been so blind?
I was waiting for an INVITATION
it was hard to find
Don't matter what I say
only what I do
I never mean to do bad things to you
so quiet but i finally woke up
if you're sad then it's time you spoke up too...

2004-10-08T22:16:00.000+08:00

the past few days really flew past so quickly. been doing a lot of vocab exercises over the past few days, all for the dreaded SATS.. yup.. this is the second time i'm taking it, and i'm really aiming to get a minimum of 1300 this time round.. yup.. so, SATS exam tmr..

2004-10-05T23:53:00.000+08:00

today was a peachy day. i went to school today all excited bout our double period gp lesson cos we were supposed tp continue watching FAHRENHEIT 911.. but we ended up going through a VJc prelim paper, and i had gp consultation with ms netty. the rest of the day was perfectly fine. my WHOLE class except 4 pple, ponned physics lecture!! haha.. really funny. so i had the whole class with me during me free period. we ended up being late for the chem tutorial period which was after that. Ended sch at bout 1 plus, after which chua and i went to the hub to study. my classmates came a period later. slacked plus studied till 4pm, when i had to go for econs consultation. THAT went well too. then later at 4.30pm, went to the mezzanine with kenneth and chua, where they had dc. Ended at bout 6 plus. Left sch with chua. We were happily walking and talking and laughing all the way out, till when we neared the sch gate, i realised that i left my econs tys in the hub. bah. had to walk all the way back to the hub to get it.

yesterday was a happy day. i was a very happy girl in sch yesterday. EXCEPT in the night, while i was sleeping. Last night while i was asleep, i had the worst nightmare, one of the worst i'd say. It involved people around me, my friends. Unfortunate things happened. It was so scary that i dun even wanna mention it. I was awoken by it in the middle of the night, and i couldn't gt back to sleep, cos each time i closed my eyes, my mind took me back to the exact "scene" of the nightmare where i left off. i prayed and prayed and prayed, before i finally fell asleep again later in the night. It was so vivid that up till now, i can still rem that exact scenario, and exactly wad i saw. It's extremely frightening, and i just hope it wont be a dejaVu.

2004-10-02T23:01:00.000+08:00

got this from sala's blog.. haha.. did it for fun.. yea.. ;)

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	erotic
Your hugs are...	gentle
Your eyes...	sparkle like the stars
Your touch is...	awakening my heart
Your smell is...	refreshing
Your smile is...	entrancing
Your love is...	unique

Quiz created with MemeGen!

2004-09-29T23:05:00.000+08:00

i'm currently in the midst of doing the A level 2002 math paper, and it's so difficult!! Did the 2003 paper also, and it was much much easier. Sigh, so if they follow a pattern, then this yr's math paper will be difficult!! aarrgghh...

Today was one looooong day. Had lessons in sch till 1.50pm, break, followed by my gp mock exam from 2.45 all the way till 6.15pm!! Tiring. It was really funny during econs double tutorial period today cos it was sooooo boRing, and while we were copying notes from the board, we were all practically half asleep. And when i read the notes that i copied later after the lesson, i half din understand wad the heck i was writing!! haha..

Yesterday's gp lesson was a blast. Ms netty lost her voice, so we got to watch a movie during double period gp lesson yesterday. We got to watch "talking cock". This is an ultra funny show, perfect for "abs development" i'd say!

There was this part at the beginning of the movie where the movie showed Sir Raffles and Farquhar discovering S'pore as an island. Sir Raffles was portrayed as a really himbotic person, and then farquhar was trying to please Raffles by saying:

Farquhar: well raffles, since u found this island, many places in here will be named after u. eg, RAFFLES HOSPITAL, RAFFLES HOTEL, etc.

Raffles: hmmm.. yes... (pleased)

Farquhar: even a mental instituition will be named after u!!

Raffles: ahz... (grinZ).. yes.. i see it... RAFFLES INSTITUITION..

ps: no offence to anyone from RI, i'm just quoting from the movie.. hee
oh my goodness, my whole class almost died laughing!! it was soooooo funny.. and this is like only the beginning scene!! haha.. this movie is the best for relieving stress man.. i shld try and get the vcd.. haha

anyways, grades for prelims got moderated.. but it's still really bad. At least i passed overall. urgh.. i think i'm getting sick. My throat hurts really badly, and my nose is running.Usually when this happens, in a few days time, i'll definitely lose my voice.. NO No.. i dun wanna lose my voice, hate losing my voice, cos then i can't talk!

gotta get back to math now.. ciao...

2004-09-24T23:19:00.000+08:00

ooohhhh.. i'm totally psyched bout .. seniors' night aka PROM! It's gonna be held at Ritz Carlton. hee... *dreamy eyed*.. i can hardly wait man. It's only recently that i'm so excited and stuff, cos the deadline for handing up of payments is next wed, and we just booked and made out payments today. $85 per person. Then upon filling up our forms, we had to fill up nominations for Mr ACJC, MS ACJC, MR PERSONALITY, MS PERSONALITY, MR SMILEY, MS SMILEY, AND MOST TALENTED PERSON. itsure was fun filling up these nominations.. hahaha

my class guys are crazy.. they're pairing up everyone(at our table).. for someTHING they're planning and simply refuse to disclose.. which i'm pretty sure there'll be sabo-ing.. hhahaha...

anyway.. i end sch at one plus almost evryday.. been staying back in sch to study.. more condusive ya see.. stayed back till eight the other day.. got to enjoy free dinner.. it was superbly delicious!! pasta with chicken and potatoes!!..

went home immediately after sch today cos i was pretty tired.. went back with mo by the holland v way.. and i met hadassah!! it was really great seeing her again, really miss her ....i miss mg...i really do.

2004-09-19T01:44:00.000+08:00

today's one long long day. i went to sch in the morning for a chem test. Then headed down to church in the late afternoon for youth service. hahaha.. played the husband and wife game, or rather, THEY played the husband and wife game.. it was sure amusing for ME.. haha..

anyways, after youth service, i went for dinner with the zgmights, at BEDOK. yup, u read it correctly, it's BEDOK. But the food was not bad.. haha.. i'm soooo super duper full now, that i dun think i can eat breakfast and lunch tmr.. hahaha.. oh well.. dinner was fun.. tokked loads and loads of crap.. of course, i laughed till i think my abs are gonna appear soon.. haha.. we stayed at the food centre till 10 plus!! before heading our separate ways home. Thanks to my fellow "westerner", alvin, who sent me home.. i reached home by 11pm.. haha..

2004-09-18T01:44:00.000+08:00

must study hard!!

to deborah: thanks thanks.. =)
to joy: yea, my sch's crazy!! i think by the time A levels officially start, i'd have restudied the syllabus 3 -4 times or more??!! hahaha.. jk jk..

i think my sch teachers are seriously crazy.. new workload added..

1. an econs essay test every wk during double period econs tutorials.. i have THREE double period econs tutorials

2. a subject test every sat ( teachers are allowed to give students tests of up to 3 DIFFERENT SUBJECTS)

yup. like wad on earth happened to the five day sch wk thing that our new prime minister talked about?? now i've gotta go to sch every sat!! aarrgghh... supposed to be cramming for my chem test paper tmr.. haiizz... the only thing i'm quite clear off right now, is only organic chem!!

2004-09-16T01:37:00.000+08:00

wad am i doing online now??!! i think i really need to exercise some sort of discipline! anyway, my intention was to print out a study time plan, hee, so i thot, might as wel throw in a short entry here.

my new class timetable is completely screwed up. the jc2s are all suppsoed to have half days now so we get to study. Most classes all end sch at 1.10 - 1.50 everyday, but for my class, we end at 4.30 on mondays cos of prac!! and tuesdays, we're suppsoed to end at 1.50pm, but my econs tutor wants to take us for another extra 2 periods after sch!! so i end bout 4pm on tuesdays. well, the rest of the days are either 1.10 or 1.50. wednesdays are now terrible days. I've got double period math tutorials, followed by double period ECONS tutorial!! oh man, it was so freakin tiring!! Anways, luckily i had a few free periods today, cos ms netty's still on her honeymoon!! haha..

school ended after an NUS talk today, after which my mum came to pick me up. Went for lunch, and after that, we were supposed to go look for the new creative MUVO 5GB mp3 player. We went to sim lim sq, and i went to EVERY SHOP IN THE 5 LEVELS OF SIM LIM SQ!! but every shop was either sold out, or they din have the pink one!! aarrrgghh.. how disappointing. now i've to wait till the weekend, or next wk to get it.

hmmm, the whole sch's now pretty much in the studying mood, with the jc2's having A levels, and the jC1s having their promos soon. the sch's open till 9pm for students to study in, and free dinner's provided every evening!! like how cool is that??!! haha.. i shall stay in sch to study on fri.

oh, but i've jsut heard the worst news. You'd prob noe that my prelims already ended, yea, before the sep holidays. The teachers jsut broke the news to us that there'll be another round of exams BEFORE the A levels!! aarrgghh.. that;s crazy k!! =( so i'll have to re study EVERYTHING again y the 6th wk, which means i've roughly another 30 days to finish studying everything all over again. No fret denice, u can do it.

tmr's gonna one long tiring day. with absolutely no free periods, and FOUR PERIODS OF ECONS!! somehow, i'm so not lookin forward to that. better get my beauty rest now, and replenish my energy for tmr. chaos.

2004-09-11T23:32:00.000+08:00

It's september 11 today, which means that 3 yrs ago on this very day, two planes crashed right into the twin towers in the US, bringing both towers down. Wow.. how time flies. It seemed as if it was jsut yesteryear, that the terrorist attacks occured!

anyways, today was, a pretty alright day. Went to church today for mission training and youth service. During mission training today, we made salt dough!! THAT was ultimately fun.. haha.. to me at least.. *sheepish grin* . I like playing with dough.. erm.. that is, AFTER it has been made.. hee.. made a koala shaped dough thing today.. hopefully when i collect it tmr, alls well.. haha..

youth service was refreshing.. since i missed so many wks of youth service due to exams.. had dinner with the zgmights after youth service.. then cabbed home with sop.. took some photos today.. so i'm gonna upload now!! chao..

2004-09-07T23:28:00.000+08:00

The past few days have been absolutely great. let's see, many events happened over the past few days..

sat was ms netty's wedding.. It's the first time i've ever attended a malay wedding.. but ms netty's wedding was a little different. haha.. ya see, malay weddings are usually held at void decks. BUT ms netty din want her's at a void deck, so she booked some hall at a community centre. She told us that she'd be arriving at about 5pm, so i met my classmates a little earlier, before we all went in. When we walked into the hall, and all wanted to walk to the right side of the hall, the lady at the entrance told us that we had to sit separately!! As in, the guys had to sit at the left side of the hall with all the other guys, while the girls were to sit at the right side, together with all the other ladies.. hahaha.. and separating the guys and girls, was the red ceremonial carpet.. haha.. pretty interesting i'd say. We had yummy nasi briyani and other dishes.. soon, we heard the drums playin.. and there was ms netty, her husband, and family..

wow.. ms netty looked absolutely gorgeous.. the guys were totally taken aback, so were the girls! she didn't wear the traditional malay gown, but she was dressed in this stunning white "off-shoulders" gown.. and she ever wore a tiara!! hmmm, her husband's not bad lookin, really friendly too..

well, after taking pics with her and stuff, my classmates and i took a FIFTEEN MINUTES walk to holland v.. i totally got conned by my class guys into walking there!! so yea, us girls had to walk in our heels, from the ulu pandan cc to holland v.. when we finally reached holland v, we just plonked down into those nice comfy seats in the air conditioned haggen daz, refusing to get up.. haha.. we ordered nice ice cream, and mainly tokked crap over dessert.. class meals like these always bring loads of laughter..

we finally left haggen daz at bout 9 plus. after i got home, bathed and stuff, at bout 12 plus at night, my mum drove me to su's hse for the "class" sleepover..we all stayed up till 5 am that night!! it was pretty alright i suppose.. i left the earliest the next morning. cabbed home, got some more sleep, then my parents fetched sop and i to church..

sun, went to church for 2nd service since there was no sunday sch.. the peak came when all the mission trippers had to take two injections.. one on each arm.. To tell the truth, i was pretty scared.. hee.. but anyhow, it's all over now.. after effects? the jab on the left arm is a-ok... can't say the same for the one on the right though.. the jabbed area on my right arm is now red and swollen.. really painful too.. hopefully it'll go away in a few days..

after the jab, and carolling prac, the zgmights went down to aranda country club for marcus' bdae bbq.. it was fun --- BUTTERING the food.. haha.. towards the end of the bbq, was the bdae cake.. wow, the cake's sinfully delicious.. so chocolatey and yummy.. ooohhh.. i absolutely loooooovvvvveeeee chocolate.. anyway, the plan to smash cake on marcus' face worked.. hahaha.. thanks to jon, AND wenhao(who managed to get marcus' attention!!).. haha..

after the bbq was the stayover. it was really fun.. haha, i played mahjong!! ooh, this game is fun.. was able to brush up my rusty skills on playin mahjong.. haha.. and i won twice!! =)

after the mahjong game was a few rounds of blind man's buff, in the dark dark room.. haha.. that game was really entertaining i'd say.. i haven't played this game since my pri sch days!! haha.. thankfully, i din have to be the "blind man".. hee.. that night, we all slept at 4am..

i enjoyed myself thoroughly at the bbq and sleeover..many thanks to mich and marcus..

2004-09-03T20:52:00.000+08:00

today was a peachy day.. ac celebrated teachers' day in sch today, so the whole sch had half day. Went to sch today with an extremely relaxed mind.. and i must commend the 29th students' council on the pretty decoration.. they actually made this whole banner made of balloons, across the entrance of the main staircase.. and it was white and pink.. really sweet.. and they were like giving out sweets too!! haha.. well, the teachers' day programme this yr is not bad at all.. the teachers were saboed, into playing whose line is it anyway!! haha.. anyways, there were about 20 items in total, that was part of the programme today. nevertheless, we ended sch at bout 11 plus i think, then my classmates and i went to PS for lunch and a movie.

we watched the movie harold and kumar.. hahaha.. it was an M18 show, and the lady at the entrance of the cinema wanted to check ALL of our ic's lah!! so i had to lend my student pass to one of my friends.. thankfully, we all managed to get in..

well well, NOW i know why they're so strict with their rules and stuff.. the censor system thing is soooo relaxed now.. i think a few yrs ago, this movie wld have been rated RA .. there were quite a few scenes which.. erm.. should have been rated RA.. BUT, this movie is absolutely hilarious.. basically, the storyline can be summarised in one sentence..it's basically bout harold and kumar travelling to this place called whitecastle, in search of this burger.. yes, a burger.. it's a stupid show, but if u're looking for a good laugh, it sure can provide enough laughs for a day..

after the movie, we walked around quite a bit, from PS to heeren, to taka, to wisma. After which i went to meet up with sop, reina and shermain.. then we walked all the way to far east... to cont shopping.. reina and shermain left after a while, while sop and i went back to wisma and taka to shop forstuff...haha..

tmr's gonna be a long day.. will be goin for mission training in church, after which i've to rush to go for ms netty's wedding.. hee.. sigh.. gotta miss youth service tmr..

2004-08-31T21:41:00.000+08:00

*yay*!!! finally, i can blog without feeling even a tinge of guilt bout not studying.. hee.. well well.. prelims are finally over!!! oohhhh..... and i've watched 3 movies over the past 2 days!!! namely,

-->the notebook (where i cried buckets while watching!!)
-->13 going on 30 (ooohhh.. i love this movie.. jennifer garner's pretty!! i cried too!! at the part where she the guy she liked said he chose the other girl!!)
-->the stepford wives( an extremely hilarious show.. but pretty shocking.. but i was pretty scared at certain parts though.. haha)

well, today, while all other schools in singapore were celebrating teachers' day, the j1s in ac were having lessons, while the j2's were having their chem paper 1.. how retarded. mr loke said ac's spastic cos we have our prelims so darn early.. so during the sept hols, while all other jc students are cramming for their prelims and eventually A's,ac students are all relaxing/enjoying/playing. haha.. he said it happens every yr!! haha

i had my chem paper 2 yesterday, which i concluded was the best paper in my whole prelims!! haha.. today's chem mcq paper was terrible though.. thank goodness i wasn't the only one who thought so. We were given one hour for 40 mcqs, and the time was from 8.15am to 9.15 am. The first few pgs were superbly time consuming.. when the time on the clock was 8.45am, i was only on my 11th qns!! i almost died.. i was like, "oh crap.. how am i gonna finish another 30 qns in half an hour.." oh well, tried my best.. at least i did till qns 31.. haha..

paper ended at 9.15 am, then i went out with my classmates after that.. we went to lido to catch the movie "the stepford wives".. haha.. it was really cool cos like half the cinema was filled by ac pple.. 2 rows for my class pple, and the 2 rows behind us were this other class.. hahaha.. and we were all making sooo much noise!! haha.. after that, we all went to walk around.. cos we had to look for teachers' day presents!! ya see, teachers' day celebration for ac will be held this fri.. so we'll be the only sch with half day this fri!!!! hooray!!! hee.. anyways, at the same time, we had to look for a wedding present for ms netty too... her wedding's this sat evening.. oohh.. i'm tremendously excited.. haha

we walked sooo much, and still couldn't agree on anything.. so in the end, some of them continued shopping, some went to dawn's hse to chill and play playstation.. and i left to meet sop for a time of shopping!!!!! while.. i walked till my legs were aching, to the extent that it was wobbly!!.. but i'm satisfied, cos i finally bought my jordi labanda notebook!! *admires it*

and i just read evryone's blogs, finally got myself updated on evryone's lives.. i can't wait for the wkend..

wed: holiday
thursday: holiday
friday: half day
sat: mission training/ netty's wedding
sun: church/marcus' bdae party
mon or tues: going to sentosa with class for a time of volleyball and tanning!!

i'm excited... and i think i must really enjoy to the max NOW.. before my results are released.. cos i foresee undesirable consequences.. gonna watch tv now!!! =) =) =) =) =) =) =)

oh yah.. i found this song really really nice.. it's been playing on my com for the past few days.. but i've no idea how to upload it onto my blog.. this song brought me hope.. the Lord never gives up on u.. he'll always welcome u back, with wide open arms.. no matter how far u've gone..

WHEN GOD RAN
Almighty God, The Great I Am,
Immovable Rock, Omnipotent,
Powerful,Awesome Lord.
Victorious Warrior, Commanding King of Kings,
Mighty Conqueror and the only time,
The only time I ever saw him run,
Was when...

He ran to me,
He took me in His arms,
Held my head to His chest,
Said "My son's come home again!
"Lifted my face,Wiped the tears from my eyes,
With forgiveness in His voice He said
"Son, do you know I still love You?"

He caught me By surprise, When God ran...

The day I left home,I knew I'd broken His heart.
And I wondered then, if things could ever be the same.
Then one night,I remembered His love for me.A
nd down that dusty road, ahead I could see,
It was the only time,
It was the only time I ever saw Him run.
And then...
He ran to me,
He took me in His arms,
Held my head to His chest,
Said "My son's come home again!
"Lifted my face,Wiped the tears from my eyes,
With forgiveness in His voice He said
"Son, do you know I still love You?"
He caught me by surprise.
And He brought me to my knees.
When God ran...
I saw Him run to me.

I was so ashamed, all alone,
and so far away.
But now I know, that He's been waiting for this day...
I saw Him run to me,
He took me in His arms,
Held my head to his chest,
Said "My son's come home again!"
Lifted my face,Wiped the tears from my eyes,
With forgiveness in His voice
I felt his love for me again.
He ran to me,
He took me in His arms,
Held my head to his chest,
Said "My son's come home again!
"Lifted my face,Wiped the tears from my eyes,
With forgiveness in His voiceHe said
"Son"He called me Son.
He said "Son, do you know I still love You?"
He ran to me (When God Ran)(I saw Him run to me)
And then I ran to Him(When God ran)
When God ran

2004-08-29T00:20:00.000+08:00

3 things that occupied my mind today:

they always say, life's never fair.. and i totally agree.. and the irritating thing is, u can't do anything bout it....

somehow it seems, u can't have everything.. each time u get sth, u have to give up something else.. it's always a choice u've to make.. but i don't want to have to make a choice.. (hmmm.. this sounds so econ-ish,---> with scarcity comes a choice, and with choice comes opportunity cost.. haha)

thanks to shu, who put this thot across my mind today.. " life's more than just a paper chase".. yea!! definitely.. life's so much more.. 10, 100 times.. no.. rather.. INFINITELY more than a paper chase.. whoever started this whole "importance of certs" thing should just disappear NOW.. i hate that person.. whoever it is..

2004-08-28T01:18:00.000+08:00

well well well.. i can hardly wait for tues.. i'm now into the third and last wk of prelims.. down to 2 papers left.. chem paper 2 on mon.. and chem mcq on tues..can hardly wait.. for tues.. den after sch on tues, i'll be going back to mg with a few of the girls, to visit the teachers, sch, and relive the taste of mg canteen food!!! oh man.. i can't believe i lived with mg food for 10 yrs and never got sick of it.. came to ac.. only into the second half of yr 2, and i always have to stand in canteen for 10 mins, before deciding on wad to eat!! hmmm.. why on earth am i tokking bout all this? k.. sidetracked a little.. now.. back to the cold reality..

sigh.. but i dun even feel like tokking bout my papers.. sigh.. today's papers were ......................................... econs mcq, i'd say was pretty alright.. but then when it came to the case study, i almost died. i was really writing crap.. and din have enough time too.. had to forgo doing the 4 mark qns in order to attempt the 12 marks qns.. sigh sigh sigh..

anyways, after econs paper today, went to ikea for lunch with chua, yueling, fiong, mich, peggy and her friend.. after lunch, yueling and i left to go for tuition.. and i slacked quite a bit when i came home..

oh yah.. forgot to blog about a most important event this wk. hee.. ya see.. on tues afternoon, after my chem paper 3, came home andstarted working on math paper 2 which was the following day afternoon... i was studying in my room till bout 10 plus at night.. when i saw a super humoungous lizard.. and so i got my mum to come.. "kill" it.. she just sprayed shieldtox at it.. till it disappeared into the corner, which was a dead end.. but the thing is, when we removed everthing from the dead end-corner, it wasn't there.. it's prob dead somewhere in my room i hope.. okie.. so i thot everything wasw fine, and my mum went to sleep, and i went back to studying.. then at bout 12 plus..this beige thing just plopped right next to me on top of my worksheets piled on my laptop.. i got a shock of my life and literally jumped out of my seat!! it was a lizard, which dropped from goodness noes where.. and it kept crawling around my laptop area on my worksheets!!! eeeekkksss.. i din noe wad to do, so i jsut stayed on my chair and wheeled my chair near my room door.. eventually the lizard dropped from my table to the floor, and crawled all the way to the the settee area beside my bed!! i was so afraid that it might climb onto my bed, so i took my room's lavender air spray, and kept spraying at it.. hoping that it might fall asleep or sth.. i think it worked awhile.. cos the lizard just stayed motionless at the same spot for quite a while.. when i finally finished studying at bout 3 plus am.. almost zonked out already, i went to the settee area to check on the lizard and it wasn't there anymore!! Since it was near my bed the last time i saw it, i din dare to sleep on my bed.. so.. that night.. despite the fact that i was so freaking tired already.. i din even get to sleep in my room on my own bed!!! i took my comforter, pillow and bolster, went down to the area outside my mum's room, switched on the air con there. and slept on the day bed.. by the time i slept, it was already 4.30 am!! and the worse thing was, my maid came and woke me up at 6 am, thinking i had to go to sch the normal time!!! i could have killed her man.. anyways.. mumbled to her that my paper was in the afternoon that day, then fell back into deep sleep. my alarm clock rang at 8am that morning, but i was so tired that i could only wake up at 8.30am.. then continued studying math till it was time to get ready to leave for my paper in sch..

well well.. so now i hate lizards.. and i've this strong feeling IT'S still in my room.. cos i can hear the sounds it makes.. ..

anyway.. decided to go for prom since it'll be the last of these event i'll be having in my sch years already.. so i can't go for the mission trip between 3rd to 12th dec.. well.. i'm still praying that there might a change of events? hee.. but hopefully, i'll be able to join the earlier trip.. where they'll depart s'pore on the 26th nov.. hee...

2004-08-24T13:30:00.000+08:00

came back from sch a while ago.. how did my chem paper go? i've absolutely nothing to say bout it.. except perhaps the only two parts i studied for food chem came out for the food chem qns.. hope i din miss out any points while writing.. haha..

anyways.. the councillors in sch just put up our seniors' night poster today..
"SENIORS' NIGHT AT RITZ CARLTON --- 7 DECEMBER"

great.. perfectly perfect. i'm really disappointed now, cos now i'll have to choose between going for seniors' night and mission trip.. i mean, both are just as important to me, and i really want to go for BOTH.. sigh... i've been praying for quite a period that they won't clash.. well well.. now i've aboslutely no idea wad to do...

now that there's this possibility that i'll have to forgo one, it's making me lose my motivation already.. =(

aights.. gonna do math... for math paper 2 tmr!!...

2004-08-21T00:05:00.000+08:00

taking a break now since it's a change from studying chem to math... just thot i'd do a little update bout my monotonous life..
1. i screwed up my chem prac.
2. i screwed up my gp
3. i screwed up my econs
4. i screwed up my math

yes.. i'm prepared to fail this prelims.. i'm so sick and tired of putting in real effort, and walk out of the exam hall all disappointed with myself...

today: went to meet sop at kap today at 12.45pm.. had lunch, den we stayed there to study.. hmmm, saw quite a few pple... yea... anyways, studied there till 5pm, then i went to meet yueling, to go for tuition together. hahaha.. anyways.. it was raining really really heavily.. pouring rather... then we alighted at this bustop that was soooo superbly that was so far from mdm's hse... so both of us had to share one umbrella and walk like close to 500 m!!!! i almost died..cos it was raining so heavily...and there was one point we were walking, and yueling suddenly half shrieked.. cos her slipper came off!!! hahaha...

tuition was good today.. yup.. now, back to math.. tata

2004-08-07T01:48:00.000+08:00

well well, i'm pretty much done for today.. so here's a short entry, perhaps a quick update of my past wk. Monday was pretty alright, a full lecture day.. yea.. whole day lectures only. so daniel, roy, kenneth, desmond, shawn, shuX and i skipped mashren's boring, and totally useless econs revision lecture. But at least we weren't wasting our time tokking during the lecture!! we were doing productive revision of our own work in the library. yea. But stupid mashren, of all days, he just had to mark attendance on that day. and he specifically wanted only the attendance for my class and Sb1.. apparently only 8 pple from my class went for lecture that day, how pathetic. haha.. anyways, he was being so mean, that he went and gave our names to my econs tutor!! oh man.. when we heard that he marked attendance that day, from our other classmates, we almost died. my econs tutor is THE BOMB i tell u. she can scream sooooo loudly that u can hear her from the other end of the level perhaps? yea.. and we were like.. "crap.. she's sooo gonna kill us man..

but thankfully we din have any econs tutorial periods on monday, so we won't be seeing her, or so we thought. During gp lesson, shuX and i were coming up with an excuse bout how i wasn't feeling well and was puking in the toilet, so that's why both of us were in the toilet through the whole lecture!! haha.... but as luck wld have it, when we both turned to look at the glass panel of our classroom door, we saw the blackest face ever of our econs tutor. Both of ur were like " shit!! wad's she doing here??!!" so Shux and i quickly turned to the guys at the back and tried to tell them that SHE'S here.. gp ended almost immediately, and even before my gp tutor stepped out of class, she stormed in, swung the door open and shouted.." I'M VERY UPSET WITH ALL OF YOU!! WHO ARE THOSE WHO DIN GO FOR LECTURE TODAY? "
we waited awhile before raising our hands.
to our econs rep: "SULING, TAKE DOWN THE NAMES OF THESE PPLE!!"
to us who skipped lecture: "YOU WILL ALL GO FOR DETENTION TOMORROW U UNDERSTAND?!!"
a few nods here and there, before she was satisfied, and left class.

what an untimely detention class. she just HAD to make us go for detention on the day my class ends sch early. sigh.. so after sch ended at 3.10 on tuesday, the 7 of us, with some of our other classmates, stayed at the void deck to get some work done, while waiting to go for dc at 4.30pm.. sigh..

but anyhows, marhaini, my econs tutor, returned our recents econs test script.. the one on international trade and finance.. yes.. the one i din noe about, and din study for. but surprisingly, it was a pretty gd job done.. hahah.. i got 17/25!! hee.. did even better than some of those who studied!! hahaha.. ms marhaini was pleased.. and she said that i'm really good at lying my way thru the paper. but i thot to myself, "hmmm.. that's cos i din study for the test!!" haha..

today, there was national day celebrations in sch.. but i din go. i just officially skipped the last national day sch celebration i'll ever experience. oh well, who ask my prelims to be so soon. i stayed home to study today. Heard from sop that like more than half the j2 cohord din go to sch today, so many pple din go that they could squeeze all the j1s and the remaining j2s into the hall!! haha.. must have been a pretty funny sight. with so many j2s not in sch tday.

alrightey, i'm gonna go into dreamland now.. gotta recharge myself, it's gotta be yet another long day tmr..
ps: my prelims are coming really soon.. pls keep me in ur prayers? thankies loads.. here's my timetable...

16 aug, monday -----chem practical
17 aug, tuesday -----gp paper 1 & 2
-----econs paper 3
19 aug, thursday----math paper 1
24 aug, tuesday-----chem paper 3
25 aug, wed---------math paper 2
27 aug, friday-------econs paper 1 &2
30 aug, monday-----chem paper 2
31 aug, tuesday------chem paper 1

2004-08-01T23:34:00.000+08:00

i guess sometimes when u're facing the worst, it's when you really get to see the little things that happen to you or around you.. and it's these little things that can put a smile on my face...

2004-07-28T00:08:00.000+08:00

It has hit me, finally. Hit me, right smack in the face, real hard. I'm afraid, so afraid, of the coming weeks. And i predict things will get even worse the the weeks to come. It's drawing nearer and nearer... 2 and a half wks more to the start of everything.

I stayed home today to catch up on my studying.. thankfully i din go to sch today, cos if i did, i'll be playing in the total of 5 free periods in sch!! *phew*.. not planning to go to sch tmr either since it's a short day tmr. Shall stay home to study, yep, that's wad i'll do.

to take my mind off things, i did a few mindless quizzes.. hee.. here's the results:

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got this short thought from a devotional i was doing some time ago, never got the chance to put it down here.. it really encouraged me.. here goes:

Forgive me Lord for forgetting—for missing the fact that You are close enough to whisper in my ear. I worry so much about things that You already know about. You know how this is going to turn out, anyway. If I could just learn to trust You…

Hear me today, O Lord. Accept my worship today even though it’s just an ordinary day. Teach me something today that will change me tomorrow. May I bring You pleasure as much by walking through my day today as I would singing in church, or reading my Bible or praying in a fellowship group.

I’m not a religious person, O God, and if You want the truth, I don’t want to be. I just want to know You and know You are with me. I know You are, just help me to see You today.

2004-07-24T23:40:00.000+08:00

got this from sarah's blog, hope she doesn't mind me trying it out. here goes:

*The \\*
Last Cigarette:	none in the past, none now, and never..
Last Alcoholic Drink:	baccardi breezer with shums, sop and sala
Last Car Ride:	this morning when my mum sent me to sch
Last Kiss:	erm..
Last Good Cry:	last sat night
Last Library Book:	the acjc prelim papers book from the ac library?
Last book bought:	quantitative analysis for chemistry
Last Book Read:	memoirs of a geisha
Last Movie Seen in Theatres:	mean girls
Last Movie Rented:	can't rem.. some marykate and ashley vcd. haha
Last Cuss Word Uttered:	damn?
Last Beverage Drank:	water
Last Food Consumed:	ice cream
Last Crush:	that's not for u to noe
Last Phone Call:	my younger sister..
Last TV Show Watched:	simple life
Last Time Showered:	this morning
Last Shoes Worn:	my pink adidas shoes
Last CD Played:	pdl cd
Last Item Bought:	food?
Last Download:	mc fly's obviously!! nice nice song!! sop sent me.
Last Annoyance:	shall not mention, life's too short to be a bitch
Last Disappointment:	my econs mock exam? haha
Last Soda Drank:	does coke count?
Last Thing Written:	some chem thing i guess,while studying in church
Last Key Used:	the key to my locked drawer
Last Words Spoken:	"msg me when u're going online"
Last Sleep:	in the bus just now?
Last Ice Cream Eaten:	just now.. when i came home
Last Chair Sat In:	sitting on my "wheely" chair now
Last Webpage Visited:	mich teo's blog.. hee
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2004-07-22T16:28:00.000+08:00

today was one fiiiiiiiiiinnnneeee day. i went to sch today, quite awake and refreshed i guess. walked into the hall and sat down at my class space. hmmm, why's evryone looking thru their econs notes i thought. some of my classmates and i were really wondering why all of the rest were revising econs. so i just sat there, looking thru some other notes, before assembly started, at the same time, talking to some of my friends. Then, just before the command came for us to stand for assembly, we realised the reason why evryone was looking through their econs notes. There was gonna be an econs test on international trade and finance today!! i really almost died. That set of notes was the thickest set in my whole econs syllabus, i think. There was no way i could even finish READING through the set of notes by the 3rd period!!

But my friends and i were wondering how come we never knew there was gonna be a test. It was only later that we realised that the lecturer told and reminded evryone bout the test, during that PARTICULAR lecture that we skipped. How unfortunate, i thot, of all lectures. Thankfully, the 1 hr econs test today was a case study test, so we could refer to some of the info given in the test. hmmm, at least i managed to WRITE something for each question. But it's not counted anyway. yea..

well, after the test, evrything was pretty smooth sailing. Chemistry tutorial was the period after recess, and the period was gonna end at 11.10am. But at 11.00 am, the most amusing thing happened. The fire alarm in our sch went off!! hahaha.. it was super hilarious!! Cos it was sooooo super soft, that we could hardly hear it.. and some pple in class were like, " is that the fire bell?"
and Mr Loke was like.. "YAH LAH!!! QUICK GO DOWN(as in to the field in front of the sch) NOW!!" haha.. we were like, " darn!! why can't they sound the fire bell the next period, during econs tutorial period!!!"

it was so damn funny, cos some of the guys in class were like, " huh?! okie.. wait ahz sir.. we copy finish this(referring to the stuff mr loke wrote on the board), then we go down."

and mr loke replied:" wad?! if this was a real fire, your class wld be barbequeued already lah!!" so we gathered all our valuables, and went out of class. haha.. the funniest thing was that, we actually wanted to take the fireman lift down, since it was the only one that was working.. haha.. but, we walked down in the end.. yes.. WALKED down SIX STOREYS!! haha.. we were like one of the last SB classes to reach the field. it was freaking hilarious man.. hahaha

this fire drill was such a major thing, that even the cleaners, canteen vendors, gym workers, and the ang peng siong sch staff, all had to gather at the field as well!! haha.. we stayed at the field for quite a while, listening to gurmit singh(the pe hod) and kelvyna chan talk.. then slowly made our way back to class SLOWLY.. after that. and the stupid lifts were not working yet.. so we had to WALK UP THE SIX STOREYS again!! haha.. but we managed to skip some of econs tutorial period though.. hahaha..

i'm excited bout the next fire drill.. kelvyna said there's gonna be another one soon.. but it's gonna be a surprise... hahaha..

2004-07-18T23:15:00.000+08:00

o what an inspiring day today.. hee..

well, comparatively, today was a fantabulous day. Went to pick sop up this morning, before going to church together. We were a little late for sunday sch, but weren't the latest though. hee.. anyways.. back to sunday sch again was quite a refreshing thing, considering the past month or so, we haven't been having sunday sch lessons. So today's lesson was just fine. Had service as usual after lesson, worship was great, and sermon was interesting. After service today, most of the zgmights stayed behind for the missions briefing. Now i'm all excited for the mission trip at the end of the year. And this is just perfect cos now it'll make me study hard, and work towards something. hee.. this is the first inspiration of the day.

second inspiration of the day was basically when i went for tuition just now. madam was sooooo funny today!! I can't believe i'm saying this, but i actually enjoyed my chem tuition today!! hahaha.. then she went through some organic chem qns at the beginning of the lesson, which sparked something in me. I think i'm beginning to enjoy organic chem!! hahaha.. alrightey, someone please shoot me, cos i think i'm going nuts. hahaha.. yea.. so this is my second inspiration of the day. i want to study hard for my organic chem, cos it aint that difficult after all!! =P

i must study hard..i must study hard..i must study hard..i must study hard

2004-07-17T22:53:00.000+08:00

today was an absolutely abnormal day i'd say. went to church in the afternoon to join some of the zgmights for a study session. when i first reached no. 20, they locked the sliding doors, and tried to play a prank on me!! hmm.. got taken it initially, but i discovered their ploy after a while.. hee.. anyways.. read my gp package.. it was pretty alright.. after reading bout 9 pages.. jon decided that evryone shld do some stretching.. so we did. after which we played animal game for a while, then got back to studying..

before service started, we played the game "shift".. it was really really fun!! haha.. so far, no butt pain or anything.. hee.. anyways, service was good. we watched this video titled" Jesus in China". it was a very touching show, and sharing was good.

after sharing, we all went for dinner together. but joy, miri,lynn, gerrie, jerry, and sop all din come for dinner. well well, dinner was alright.. but after a while, i was kinda in a daze towards the end of dinner. i don't noe why, but i just suddenly felt, down? i can't really find a word to fit in here.. just felt like.. i was, "in the doldrums".. or sth..

we left the food centre at bout 9.10pm i think.. and went toward the bus stop. And as i sat there at the bus stop.. i dont noe why, but i was just so filled.. with.. i dont even noe wad i was experiencing! It's just that my mind was suddenly filled with so many things.. like a cloud hanging down in front of me. i din even feel like tokking or laughing, for once. the bus came fairly quickly, and me, mel and jon boarded the bus. i alighted at paya lebar mrt, and thankfullythe train came almost immediately. As soon as i got into the train, i tried to find a seat, but din find one that i liked, haha.. so i stood by the train door, and looked out. i was feeling so so so terrible, and my heart was just so heavy. i guess i was just lethargic, plus i was feeling a little stressed and fearful of things to come. i closed me eyes, and prayed for comfort. Then i started tearing.. (tried very hard to control crying). so i had to constantly wipe aways my tears so that no one in the train wld notice.

finally, i decided to get a seat and sit. continued praying, and more tears came. but the tears came as a relief of some sort, cos i felt much much better after that, whereby i had the mood to read my gp package whilst in the train. but after a while, i realised that reading my gp package, was just sth to take my mind of wad i was feeling. as soon as i kept my notes in my bag, the thots and fears just came and overwhelmed me again.

it was jsut too much for me to handle. i alighted at clementi mrt, and decided to take a cab home. upon getting into the cab, and telling the driver where i was heading, i slid down into the darkness of the back seat, started my mind rolling again. and i just cried silently to myself, oblivious to my surroundings.

i just want to run and hide...

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2004-07-16T21:38:00.000+08:00

i had the most amazing day today.. reallie. it was truely fulfilling.. my best day this yr so far.. definitely. i went to sch today feeling all refreshed and excited bout going to sch. why? cos the red cross was coming to my sch today for a blood donation drive. we were given a talk on blood donation last wk, and i was totally psyched bout donating blood. and i was pretty shocked that my mum allowed me to donate, considering that i had some blood related problem 2 yrs ago.

well, i was waiting the whole day till the time slot for the SB combination finally came. my classmates and i all went into the hub, and got out registration forms. the moment i stepped into the hub, i started shaking like crazy man!! i was shaking soooo badly, partly due to the freezing temperatures of the hub, and mostly due to fear. after the registration, i had to go to the next station, where we all had individual consultations with the doctor. the doctor took my blood pressure, and checked my vein size.

i almost died when he said this: okie, now i gotta check ur vein size first. cos if ur vein is too small, then u cannot donate, bcos the needle is quite big

like huh?? i was so scared that i cld have walked out that moment k!! haha.. but i persevered. a lot of my friends got rejected at this station cos their veins were too small. i moved on to the next station after this. the next station was where i had my blood test. yup. they pricked my finger, took my blood sample, and dropped it in this solution thing, which supposedly measures iron content. if ur blood sinks in the solution, u're able to donate. if it continues floating, too bad-------> BLOOD REJECTED.. haha.. thankfully my sank. so i moved on to the LAST station.. where i sat and waited for my turn to come. had a good chit chatting session with my classmates there, who were all waiting for their turn to draw out blood. the queue moved faster and faster, and before i knew it, it was my turn. i wanted to just walk away, and not donate anymore. i was filled with great fear, cos i saw my friend's donation. he lay on the bed, while the nurse gave him the local anaesthetia jab. he looked fine, saying to my friend and i" dun worry.. not pain not pain." then when the nurse inserted the needle connected to the tube, he scrunched up his face with pain!! when i saw him, i almsot died. but i decided to jsut go do it.

so the nurse called me over to one of the beds. and i climbed up onto the bed, while the lovely nurse covered me with a blanket. thank God i had a nice nice nurse. she was very nice. she kept tokking to me, asking me how i was and stuff. she left me there for awhile, then went to another area to get an empty blood bag, tube, needle, and local anaesthetia jab.

when she came back, the cleaned my arm with some yellow solution, which is prob iodine or alochol.

then she said to me: okie, now i'm just gonna give u a jab k? it's just a tiny needle that goes just beneath ur skin.

then she jabbed it in, asking me at the same time: evrything okie? not pain right?
me: it's alright.

zfter she gave me the anaesthetia jab, she waited for a while, before saying:" alright, now i'm gonna insert the needle in yar? u wont be able to feel it."

i looked to my left and started tokking to my friend, so as not to see her put the needle(which was attached to the tube and bag) into my skin. then she gave me this squishy thing, and told me to keep squeezing it, so that mny blood wld flow. then she left me to attend to another person. when i turned to look at my arm, there it was. luckily, the lovely nurse covered the needle with a piece of gauze. so wad i saw was only the gauze on my arm, covering the needle, and the tube, pasted to my arm, and blood flowing thru the tube, the the blood bag hanging below my bed. i must say my blood flows pretty fast, cos when i looked at it in the first 3 mins, it was already like 1/4 filled!! scary sia.
hahaha.. so there i was, just lying down on my bed, chit chatting, and taking pictures while donating blood!! hahaha.. very fun.. i mean, if it's once in a lifetime, it's fun. but for patients such as kidney patients, i'd say it's not fun at all.

i lay there on the bed for 10 mins, till i thot my bag was gonna overflow with blood into the tube already!! finally, the nurse came, and she cut the blood tube, and let it flow into a bottle. she closed the blood bag, then removed the needle from my arm, put a gauze over it, and told me to apply pressure on it. she then took my sealed blood bag away, to put it in this cooler chest to freeze the blood. then she came back to me, and bandaged up my arm with a RED coloured bandage. hee.. how nice of her to give me a red one.. hahaha.. yea..

went aside to get some rest, a packet of milo, and some biscuits. well well.. it was a great experience today, and i feel kinda good, knowing that this blood of mine, could be used to perhaps save someone in need of it? hee.. yea..

but the bad thing is, i jsut removed my bandage awhile ago, only to find the wound still bleeding!! i did the blood donation at 4pm.. and at 930pm just now when i removed my bandage, it was still bleeding, after 5 and a half hrs!! sigh.. sure hope it stops soon.. hee..

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2004-07-14T00:03:00.000+08:00

today was a rather peachy day.. everything happened as per normal.. nothing out of the blue happened. econs was my last period today. and it was exceptionally "fun" cos i was really excited bout goin to watch mean girls after sch today.. hee.. went to watch mean girls with sop after sch today. and the only word i can use to describe the movie is "bitchy".. wow.. the show is really totally bitchy man.. all the girls in the movie!! haha.. but it was a great movie.. i totally enjoyed it.. haha.. had quite a good laugh..den after the movie, while we were walking back to cityhall mrt, while walking thru citylink mall, i saw UTT!! yes!! the mtv vj utt!!! well, he does look good, i wont deny.. but somehow after seeing him walk right past me.. right BESIDE me, i'm somehow not "wowed" by him anymore. he's soooooo short!! haha.. but luckily for him, at least he's still taller than me.. heh heh..
oh yah.. i've been hearing this song playing on radio quite frequently these days.. and it's really really nice.. it's called "obviously" by McFly. if anyone has the mp3, send me k!!

anyway, i was jsut thinking bout what SHE said the other day..

"if u come to me crying with your prelim results, with c's and d's, i'll hug u and say, it's okie. but in actual fact, both YOU and I noe that it's NOT OKIE. it's NOT okie to be getting c's and d's.. u shld be getting ur A's and B's!!"

ri-ight.. thanks ahz..for the harsh awakening.. back to reality..

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2004-07-12T18:20:00.000+08:00

back to sch again.. sch was pretty alright i guess. the wkend that just passed was pretty good. i went to meet my sis and my niece in town in the morn and early afternoon. walked around for quite around, and have i mentioned, i absolutely loooovvveee my niece?? hee.. she's one cute lil babe. haha.. went down to church after that, but i was quite late for practice. hee.. but worship during youth service still went quite alright.. i guess? haha.. anyways, we started off with a game. haha.. i made them play musical chairs!! oh man.. it was really really fun. as much as i wanted to play the game too, i had loads of fun, stopping and playing the cd.. and watching them all scrambbling for a seat.. hahaha.. it was one heck of a fun game.. hahaha.. shall think of another of a similar game again for next wk!! hahaha

after youth service, we completed our signboards for the fun fair held on sunday. after we completed our signboards, 10 of us squeezed into jerry's car!! namely, jerry, jon, wenhao, chris, sop, me, gerrie, theodore, wenshan, vicki? if i rem correctly lah. heh.. anyways.. yea.. then we headed to the site of of funfair to check the place out. haha.. it was quite fun. we were just hanging around there for a while, with the guys trying out all the fitness stuff.. doing chin ups and stuff.. haha.. hmmm.. chris, wenhao and theodore are all not bad leh.. pretty fit!! haha.. yea.. while we were there, because there was no way we could squeeze anymore pple into jerry's car, mel, lynn and josh i think.. they walked to the coffeeshop first.

jerry then drove the 9 of us to the coffeeshop where all all had dinner together. jerry alighted all of us right in front of the coffeeshop.. and when we all got out, everyone at the coffeeshop was staring and laughing at us lah!! and there was this grp of aunties at the coffeeshop, who started counting (out loud) how many of us sueezed into jerry's car!! hmm.. dinner was fun as usual.. loads of laughter..

sunday morning, sop came to my hse. then my parents sent us to cold storage, where we bought ice cream and ice for the food stall. headed down to church after that. sop and i, together with joy and gerrie went for first service. after that, we went to the fun fair site to help with the stalls. fun fair was totally great.. i enjoyed myself thoroughly. and of course, evryone will remember the 3 girls.. haha.. who kinda admire a selected few guys in our church!! hahaha.. ooh yah.. i played on this inflatable thing which was extremely fun!! haha.. but my neck now aches to the max. and i somehow think it's to do with the inflatable thing.. ya noe, all the falling, and "flying"? haha.. yea.. my neck really really hurts big time!! aarrgghh.. haha.. continuing, after the funfair, we all trooped back to church, then to amara shopping centre for dinner. yummilicious..haha.. ooh.. shot ice too.. haha =P

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2004-07-06T23:31:00.000+08:00

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the weekend that just passed was one exciting one.. haha.. but i'm really really lazy to blog now.. plus, i've got to get back to doing my gp compre in a while.. so i've basically just uploaded the photos first.. WITH COMMENTS of course.. after all, pictures speak a thousand words right? haha..

ps: there are 2 photos which i can't upload.. and i've absolutely no idea why.. it's one zgmights grp photo, and another photo with the guys and joy.. dun noe why cannot upload onto the website.. so if u want the photo, let me noe, and i'll send it to u online.. yup.. enjoy the photos.. "my photo album 2"

2004-07-04T01:46:00.000+08:00

today was pretty alright.. woke up this morning.. tried to do some of my tuition work.. before going for tuition at 2pm.. was 15 mins late.. but i wasn'tthe latest.. haha.. tuition was tremendously saturating and heavy on the brain.. too heavy that i think it killed some of my brain cells.. some of us were like stoning lah.. haha.. after tuition ended, i cabbed down my lonely self to church.. for our last youth connection.. haha.. it was pretty alright..

after youth connection, everyone went to the nearby food place for dinner. everyone, meaning really everyone!! so many pple that we had to join 3 big round tables together!! hahaha.. had loads of fun tokking to everyone.. yup.. oh, and jerry and mel's back in s'pore!! hee...

i just received some photos from su, from FOR U DAY in sch, some time ago.. where we all dressed up as m&ms.. ya see.. we could dress up as anything that day.. yea.. haha.. i've finally posted the photos on my new photo album --> my photo album 2. so yea, for those who are interested, have a peek.. haha

2004-07-02T20:33:00.000+08:00

cristiano ronaldo is on the papers today!!! yay yay!! hee.. his huge photo of him, topless.. hahahaha.. din notice it till my younger sis told me bout it!! haha.. anyways.. he's got a nice bod.. haha.. laterz...

2004-06-30T23:18:00.000+08:00

yup.. as everyone says, 47 more days to my prelims. and it's really scaring me. it's just so so weird cos i wasn't even close to being THIS scared for my o levels!! crap man, it's the prelims and i'm already so freakin scared. imagine wad wld happen when the a levels draw nearer. i think i'll prob be HIBERNATING in my room lah!! haha.. nah, just kidding. i seriously dont think that i'll even have the endurance much less energy to do that.

hmmm, i guess part of why i'm so afraid is bcos of the fact that the people around me are getting pretty stressed out, and i'm not!! THAT'S what's getting me so scared!! and i guess it's really working.. cos now, I'M getting stressed too!! which is perhaps good to a certain extent i guess. i guess my form tutor's pretty happy with us, cos for the first time(from what i remember), she walks into class, and the whole class(full attendance today!!) is sitting there doing their work, waiting for her!! haha.. our single pe periods are now considered free periods, cos those who obtained either a silver or gold for their pft test are excused from ALL single pe periods. which is absolutely perfect time for catching up with my work.. together with my classmates. yup.

well, today, we had quite a lot of math periods, 3 periods with my form tutor today. except that the last period was pccg period, where she made us write down all our targeted grades for our prelims and a levels, as well as which uni we want to go to, and the course of study we wish to take. while sitting there writing down my targeted grades, i was surprised that i actually had to think for quite a while before writing down. i finally realised how far i am from my targeted grades, and how much more work and effort i've to put in to move that one step nearer my goal. sigh.. it's gonna be one long and tough journey to the end of the year.

2004-06-27T22:59:00.000+08:00

for zgmights: in addition to the previous entry.. i just found out that W7 currently has 6 hits already!!! wad progress they've made!!! but they're not nice to their NICE fan club president!! hahaha.. hmph!!

2004-06-27T22:33:00.000+08:00

today was aiight.. went to church at 9 with sop.. practiced a little of dance, and planned for the fun fair.. den went for service. after service, the zgmights went to HEARTLAND MALL for lunch at yoshinoya.. wow.. heartland mall's not too bad, i've never been there in my life!! hee.. anyways, after lunch, went back to church, and practiced the dance AGAIN.. this time, with great great vigour.. ALL of us.. it was fun.. had a little massaging session too.. with everyone.. hahaha.. yup.. den headed down to the people's bible church for a full dress rehearsal for our dance.. overall, it was quite okie today.. yup..

sch's starting tmr.. i can totally feel the dread already.. haha.. i'll just look forward to the middle of the wk cos sop and i are gonna go get socks which match our polo tee colours!!.. hmm.. somewhere during the wk after sch.. hahaha.. and i'll be RED RED RED.. i love purple and red and pink.. haha.. i'm going bonkers.. yea.. haha.. anyways, i can hardly wait for sat to come, cos then i'll be meeting the rest of the zgmights again!! though i won't be able to go for dance prac on sat afternoon, cos of tuition, but i'll definitely be there for youth connection!!! =P

ooh yah.. photos are up. set up a new photo album, cos the yahoo one is full already!! haha.. yea.. so click " my photo album 2" and go into "dance full dress rehearsal".!! =)
i kinda enjoy adding comments to the photos i upload.. haha.. but no INTERESTING comments to add this time round.. haha

2004-06-27T00:04:00.000+08:00

well well, today was one finnnnnnnnnnnnneeeee day.. hee.. had to wake up really early this morning to go to sch. i woke up at 7 am, so that i cld go bathe, and finish studying a little more econs, before going for my econs mock exam this morning. but, unexpectedly, i bathed for sooo long, when i came out of the bathroom, it was already 7.40am? hee.. around there..and i had to blow my hair and read my notes and stuff, yea. then when i finally went downstairs for breakfast at bout 8.20am, i realised that my mum wasn't at home, cos she went to the market not knowing that i had to go to sch!! aarrrggghhh.... so i finished my breakie in 10 mins, and waited for my mum for awhile, hopefully she'd suddenly drive in. cldn't contact her too, cos she din bring her hp. wad an appropriate time huh. so i waited till 8.40 am, and she still wasn't home yet. so i thot, forget it, i'll just cab to sch. yup.. and i did. reached sch at bout 8.55am, just nice for my 9am paper.

econs totally sucked man. i had no idea wad i was writing. it was 3 (25 marks each) essay consecutively, that i was writing. it was one looooooooooongg paper i tell u. by the time i reached the 3rd essay, my hands were aching, and i was so extremely lazy to write out all my points even though i remembered them. haha.. skipped quite a few points. hee.. i've no idea how i'll fare for this mock man.. hee.. but i'm just glad cos at least i noe that i revised thru all my jc1 and jc2 econs work during my june hols!!! *pats myself on back, good girl denice!* anyways, after the paper, met sop and went out for lunch with her, followed by some window shopping.. and it was really window shopping cos we were both on a save money system, and we were pretty sick of orchard already. yup.. so after walking around for a while, we decided to head on down to church a little earlier, to just slack and get entertained by the guys.. hahaha..

yup. so we reached church at bout 4pm, and jsut sat around, tokking, playing, laughing etc. pretty fun i'd say. youth connection started at bout 5pm with some ice breakers thot of by ... ME!! hee.. we played fire, hunter, and earthquake. oooohhhh.. how i absolutely love that game. i haven't played it since like, primary sch?? so fun!!! hee.. i hope everyone else did too, cos i sure did. haha.. worships followed after the games. worship was one enjoyable time, truely praising and worshipping God. we also learnt the zgmights cheer, which was really really fun and cool!! loads of jumping and spinning. hee.. the spinning part was .. hmmm.. quite a bit, cos i was dizzy after that!! haha. but only for a while!!. hee..

after worship, we watched the video, then broke into our grps for discussion. today's grp discussion was quite fun, hee.. one of my more enjoyed ones compared to the rest. =P then we had free dinner after that, thanks to bro joo ching and sis jocelyn. yup.. that's bout it today. i can hardly wait for tmr's dance practice in the morning, and full dress rehearsal in the later afternoon!! so fun!!! yay!!!

2004-06-25T13:31:00.000+08:00

I took the Blogging Personality Quiz at About Web logs and I am...

The Daily Grinder
I love blogging because it's like therapy. I can write about anything and everything that happens to me - from the food I ate to what I was doing when I heard the latest 'breaking news'. Being able to communicate with my friends (online and/or real life) through my blog is important to me.

2004-06-25T01:00:00.000+08:00

today's a homely day.. haha.. woke up, had lovely breakfast.. prata!! hee.. den revised more econs.. before going for tuition. after which, i came home, and continued with econs again till dinner. wad fun. i heard sooooo much bout dance today.. sounds really really fun, and i guess i really missed out on quite a bit? hee.. i'm looking forward to sat though.. cos they say that worship's gonna be really really fun. wheeeeeeeee... i can hardly wait!! now, all i have to do is to chiong more econs tmr.. and look forward to sat!!!

here's a quiz i got from joy's blog.. my future husband's johnny depp!!! say hello to mrs depp!!! hee.. i tried the quiz again with my name in caps.. and my new husband was jude law!! haha.. eeks.. but i dun want my future to be just a few beers and a bed?

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Husband	Johnny Depp
Where or how you two met or how you know each othe	At the laundromat down the street.
How loyal he is to you	11%
Marriage Date	December 4, 2016
Your future	A few beers and a bed.

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2004-06-24T00:25:00.000+08:00

the day today took many turns, in many different directions. i woke up this morning feeling all excited for the dance practice in the afternoon. so i woke up, got some studying done, before going to sch for my gp lesson. but while in sch, i could totally feel the dread of sch reopening in a few days' time, and it totally sucks. gp lesson was pretty alright, cos i was really lookign forward to dance.. haha.. but after gp, i dun noe wad came over me, but i was feeling totally ...hmmmm... "in the blues?" i can't really find a word to describe, but it's as if there's this dark cloud hanging in front of me. yea.. after my gp lesson, i met up with sop in sch, before heading down to church together for dance practice. the whole journey there, i was just in a daze, wasn't at all excited or close to looking forward to dance. hmmm, weird i'd say, but nevertheless, put up a smile to mask the dread.

when sop and i got out of the train at paya lebar, the weather wasn't that great at all, cos there were like dark clouds just looming in the sky.. even sop noticed that! hmm.. great, i thot. the weather supports my feelings. so when we finally arrived opposite church at the bus stop, sop and i decided to go get some food from the provision shop. i got chocolates, to try to increase my adrenaline? haha.. din really work though. well well.. through dance practice, things got better i guess, the cheerfulness and laughs of the youths were truly infectious i guess.. *hee*.. yea.. so in a way.. indirectly, thanks to them, i felt a little better. haha..

dance practice was pretty good, cos now we've more or less got our formation all set already.. haha.. after dance, we went for dinner at s'pore post. AND WE HAD TO RUN FOR OUR BUS!!! aarrrrgghhh.. i haven't ran for a bus in a looooonnnnnggggg time.. i remember always running for buses during sec sch days.. at the bus stop opposite mg.. hahaha..

anyways, dinner was alright.. tokked loads of crap.. and i got to relive my childhood memories.. hmmm.. no no.. not childhood memories.. JC1 first 3 months memories i'd say.. haha.. cos i only learnt how to "shoot ice" in the first 3 months of jc1 when my class mate taught me how to.. hahaha...

2004-06-23T01:15:00.000+08:00

i'm totally saturated with econs stuff.. nothing much happened today. i was pretty much home alone today with my younger sis cos my mum went shopping in m'sia!!! yea.. so i just stayed in my room like 3/4 of the day, staring at my econs notes. hmmm, i'm proud of myself though, cos i only took 2 breaks today!! lunch and dinner(plus tv) breaks.. hee.. din really manage to finish revising wad i had planned for today, but i guess i managed to accomplish most of it.

sigh.. i'm totally exhausted now. gotta wake up early tmr to study some more econs, then go to sch for gp in the afternoon, followed by dance in church!!! weeeee... i'm totally psyched bout that!! hahaha... by the way, tmr's dance practice was my motivation to study so hard today!! hahaha.. okie, i better go sleep now, cos i'm pretty much crapping already.. haha

2004-06-22T00:50:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. i studied today.. hooray for me!=P

got this excerpt from joy's bulletin board on friendster, and i really think it's absolutely and extremely sweet!!! hee.. here goes:

A girl asked a guy if he thought she was
pretty, he said...no.

She asked him if he would want to be with her
forever....and he said no.

She then asked him if she were to leave would he
cry, and once again he replied with a no.

She had heard enough.

As she walked away, tears streaming down her
face the boy grabbed her arm and said....

"You're not pretty you're beautiful. I dont want
to be with you forever. I NEED to be
with you forever. And I wouldnt cry if you walked
away...I'd die..."

2004-06-21T17:15:00.000+08:00

we're taking a break now from studying.. yup, sop's here at my hse now. she came over to study together with me and to exchange BELATED bdae presents.. haha.. really nice presents.. sweet and purple. well, we did study. =) AND we practiced our dance!!! hee... okie.. gonna practise now!!! haha..

ooh yah.. thanks to mich's reminder, here's an addition to my previous entry:

5. *PROM*!!!!

hee.. =P

2004-06-20T23:42:00.000+08:00

well well..this weekend has been a... erm.. funfilled one? can't find an adjective to describe it as yet. but anyways, i had tuition on friday morning, after which i went to meet up with two of my classmates for lunch, one of which recently came back from the states for a holiday. we had loads of catching up, in terms of sch lives, AnD gossip.. yea.. haha.. then after lunch, went down to church for dance practice. it was loads of fun, and of course, it was tiring too. after dance practice, which was bout 6 plus, me, lynn, vicki, esther, deb, chang yuh, marcus, wenhao, josh and jon stayed back for dinner. mich and wenshan came to join us later. we ordered in from KFC, but the food took sooooooooooooo long, that we had almost an hour to kill. so we played games like dog & bone, samson and delilah, AND the popular COIN GAME!! hahaha.. overall, it was generally fun, except for the carpet burn i got from dog and bone!!

dinner was satisfying. after dinner, all of us, except for esther, deb,jon, mich and wenshan, came over to my hse for a sleepover. well, i'd say it was relatively fun.. hahhaha.. yea...

den on sat morning, we went to meet lynn, then the rest, for a COLD time of "fellowship"?? we went ice skating at jurong!!! wow.. it was like.. super fun!! hahaha.. now i love ice skating.. and i wanna go again!!!i've even got an agenda of things to do AFTER my A's!!! here goes:
1. go ice skating
2. go wild wild wet
3. go for mission trip
4. go to melbourne!!

haha, yes yes.. i noe it's a little TOO early to be plannin for these, but they'll act as inspirations for me to study.. and look forward to after the A's..

today, we had dance practice again, after service and lunch. it was kinda tiring, but nevertheless enjoyable. after dance practice, when only, jon, mich, marcus, wenhao, chang yuh, theodore, wenshan, geraldine, sop and i were left, we played MORE games!! haha.. fun fun!!..

2004-06-20T01:27:00.000+08:00

it's one long tiring day today.. and i'm tooooo tired to blog.. but i've uploaded the photos for the viewing pleasure.. of .. erm.. whoever wants to.. yea..
click on: my photo album
then click on: stayover plus ice skating

2004-06-17T00:34:00.000+08:00

today was alright i guess. i watched "passion of the christ" in the morning, with my younger sis. actually, it was, while eating lunch. yea, it was pretty gruesome. but i guess they really portrayed a portion of the torture/suffering and pain that Jesus went thru, just for US!

did some math tut, and i concluded that i totally suck at stats.. continuous random variables especially!! i also realised that the first two pages of my lecture notes are not even filled in, hmmm.. i guess i was prob tokking, stoning or dreaming during that particular math lecture. darn. well, i gave myself quite a lot of breaks today, and i've been snacking soooo much!!! aarrrrggghhh...!!! =( well well, i'm totally excited bout tmr. hee. will be going out for lunch with my mum and younger sis tmr, thereafter, will be going to church for dance practice. yup. haha.. i'm pretty excited bout that. haha, hopefully everything goes well. =P

to reina and shumZ: thanks for the bdae present. it's pretty. =)

2004-06-16T14:18:00.000+08:00

got these quizzes from mich's blog.. pretty interesting i'd say..

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You'd even wear it to work, if you could get away with it

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2004-06-14T00:04:00.000+08:00

photos are up..
12th june: marche
13th june: LJS and terra cafe

under" my photo album", then "18th bdae"

i'm too lazy to blog... hee..

2004-06-13T01:03:00.000+08:00

today's a great day!!! my parents and younger sis came home today just as i was about to leave the house for church. so my mum drove me to church. well, we were supposed to have some dance practice, in preparation for celebration sunday. but when i reached at bout 3.30, there was no practice.. everyone was doing the paper marche thing for tmr's skit.. yea, so i got down to doing my role of tearing toilet paper again.. hahaha..it was great fun though, sitting there, and tokking crap at the same time. haha. at bout 5pm, we all headed over to no. 32 for youth service. sop and geraldine came too.

we started with ice breakers, which was the passing the coin thing. haha.. ended up with wen hao having to do the forfeit, together with two other guys. BUT, it ended up with ALL the guys doing the forfeit. they were nice, hee, wrote my name with their butts. THEN, they sang me a bdae song.. a really weird version.. haha, self arranged. but thanks to them anyway..

so here's a shout out to jon, wenhao, joshua, theodore, marcus, changyuh, chris, (that's if they ever read this).. thanks for the song. but later everyone sang together the proper one too.. so thanks again to everyone.. it was really sweet.

after service, we planned an ice skating thing this sat morning.. and i'm so extremely excited bout it, even though i totally SUCK at ice skating.. i think i can hardly move on ice!! hahahaha.. but anyhows.. i'll just go have fun.

sop and i left soon after for marche to meet shu, sala, gracia and sharon. later on, sarah, leanne and emma came too. well, dinner was good.. had loads of catching up and laughing.. esp when gracia, sharon, emma, leanne, sarah, shu and sala sang us the bdae song sooooooooooooooo loudly in marche, that EVERY table around us, turned to look at us!! hahaha...

anyways, to gracia and shaz: thanks for the present, it's really nice.
to mich teo: thanks for the flower, love the colour. =)
shu and sala and sop and reina: see u guys soon.
slim: thanks for coming..
i'll update the photos soon.. by tmr i guess. hee

2004-06-11T00:06:00.000+08:00

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today was a terrible day.. really terrible. i can officially declare how much i hate long john silver.. and i will NOT eat at long john silver(cine branch) for at least a month.. and maybe till forever!! went there for dinner with sop, and this grasshopper(the length of my second finger) flew right towards our table and landed on the edge of my cup!!! i almost died!! i was so freaking scared that i ran out of my seat away from my table! thank goodness i din scream man. the grasshopper was sooooo close to me.. till now, i can still rem how exactly it looks like.. BRIGHT green with a little of red on it. then i had to go call the auntie.. who came and merely caused it to HOP/FLY away to another table. that poor girl who was alone at the other table, haha.. could tell that she was really scared. after a while, the same auntie went to the other girl's table too, and she made it fly AGAIN!! this time, BACK TO OUR TABLE!! aaarrrrggghh.. i hate that auntie!! why cldn't she have killed it the first time!! this time, she tried to catch it, and it flew onto my food!! yikes!! but of course, by this time, i was already hiding a distance away from our table.. haha.. yea.. it was on my fries!! then she tried to catch it AGAIN, and it went onto sop's chicken!! then again, it went onto sop's straw!!! yucks!!! i feel like puking now already.. that's how bad it was. eventually, she killed it. so, i only took one bite of my chicken and one fry. when the ordeal was finally over, i was too embarassed to cont eating there, and i din even wanna ask for a new plate of food, having lost my appetite.that was bout it.

i hate GRASSHOPPERS and LONG JOHN SILVER's (cineleisure branch)

2004-06-10T12:26:00.000+08:00

well well.. i'm BACK FROM CAMP!! the past few days have been fairly eventful. Last Friday, after tuition, I went to meet sop, then we took a train to kallang to meet some of the youths, namely, wenhao, changyuh, marcus, Vicki. Then after meeting them, we went to the macs nearby to get our dinner, before going back to the station to meet up with mel, and one of lynn’s friends. Then after that, we took a bus together to the indoor stadium. Had to queue pretty long to finally get in for FOP. Well, it was extremely great! Hillsongs was there, and they led worship. All I can say is that I was empowered by worship. The feeling was great, seeing so many pple around u, all so passionate for Christ. Our youths, including me, were all jumping while singing the songs of praise to Him. It was a truly great experience. After FOP ended, all of us, including lynn, mich, jon, walked back to kallang mrt. It was great though cos we were having loads of fun tokking crap while walking back to the station. Lynn and I ended up cabbing home from kallang mrt.

The next day was ronny and rachel’s wedding. I went to their church wedding in the afternoon. It was not bad, then again, maybe it’s cos I totally enjoy going to weddings. After their wedding, I went home to pack for church camp which was the next day!!! Anyways, yea.. managed to pack a bit. Then my family and some family friends had a mini bbq at my rooftop to celebrate my father’s bdae. Ended quite late. After which at 11pm in the night, I continued packing my bag for church camp.

Sunday came pretty quickly, and I was so excited the whole morning just waiting to leave for church camp!! Hee.. church camp this year was majorly fun, just a tad bit too short. This yr, church camp was held at sofitel palm resort. The rooms were really really big and nice. Well, services were relatively long, having 2 to 3 hr long services in the mornings and evenings. Yup.. but the services din seem that long at all in the nights, when we had to do our “grp work” thing. My grp was super fun, with bro roy, sis chiew kwan, tabby, Kenny, jon, mich, shan and i. It was really really funny just hearing the things they come up with. Haha..furthermore, tita pat's msges were all fairly empowering, and they spoke to me quite a bit. After service every night, without fail, the guys wld be asking, “who’s room”. Then we’ll all go meet in one room to play card games, tok crap and order room service. We ordered room service everynight!! Fries, apple crumble, finger sandwiches.. etc.. the first night, there was only jon, chang yuh, marcus, wen hao, paul, Joshua, me and shan who went to mich and lynn’s room. Then we played the “name game”!! it was really really fun.. haha.. laughed really really hard.yea.. hahaha… then slept at bout 2.30 am that night I think. The second night, we pulled a surprise for Rachel and ronny who just came. We hid in their balcony rooms.. and surprised them when they finally came into their rooms.

On the last night, all the youths went to wen hao’s room. And we played the passing the coin game and a card game.

Free and easy sessions in the after noon were okie. We either bowled or played pool. oh yah!! On the first afternoon, mich, shan and I paper marched Kenny!!! it was really really funny!!..hmmmm... let's see.. wad else bout the camp was memorable..oohhh.. the meals. the meals were fairly alright i guess.. except that we had the friendly flies who visited us EVERY MEAL!! haha

sigh.. it's kinda sad now that camp's over.. it's like i've been seeing all of the youths the past four days from morning till night.. and now that it's over, it's back to life in s'pore..

anyways.. did this quiz, which i got from mich's blog.. who got it from chris' blog.. yea..

Take the 100 Acre Personality Quiz!

2004-05-29T13:44:00.000+08:00

C	Cheerful
H	Hilarious
A	Awesome
I	Industrious
N	Neglected
E	Easy
D	Dainty
H	Happy
O	Overwhelming
P	Perverse
E	Excellent

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2004-05-29T13:16:00.000+08:00

well well, yesterday was a blast!we had "FOR YOU" day in sch, whereby all of us could come to sch wearing anything we want. but of couse it'd be preferable if the classes had some theme, and dress up as one. and that's wad we did. our class dressed up as m&ms!!!! hee.. it was really fun.. we bought those plain coloured giodano t shirts, and cut out the exact "M" u see on m&ms.. den we pasted it on our t shirts.. den wore jeans/berms with our m&m t shirts. it was tremendously fun cos the whole day was quite slack, kept taking pictures DURING our lessons, with our teachers and stuff.our pricipal and 2 vice principals also dressed up!! they were so cool!! they were decked in black pants, black top, and a black LEATHER jacket, and each wore a pair of sunglasses too!! wow, never knew they were such enthu pple!! the arts fac teachers all wore those victorian kinda dresses.. really cool. there was this sg class that came in pyjamas, both guys and girls!! so cute!!! den drea's class came as tourists..it was a somewhat enjoyable experience.

after sch, i got a lift home from laura and drea. then, at bout 8 plus, i met them again. it was raining so darn heavily at our place, so laura called a cab, then laura, drea and i cabbed down to town together. hmmm, the benefits of having ur own schoolmates living right next to u!! yea, we went to the delifrance at centrepoint where drea and laura had their dinner, while i just got a drink since i already had dinner at home. after that, minyi came to join us, then mark. after sitting at delifrance for quite a while, den decided to walk around centrepoint for a while first, but unfortunately, all the shops were kinda closed already!! so we went straight to rouge. just den, chua, fat and claire came. so i joined them. it was majorly crowded man, and we saw loads of ac pple, since it was supposedly an ac party. but then again, there were qutie a few organisers, so there were also pple from cj and rj as well.

the queues into rouge were so super long, thankfully, we went in with darren. darren had some privileges, so we got to bypass the WHOLE long queue and walk straight in!! like how cool is that.. hee.. yea.. the songs they played initially sucked till the max! but thankfully, it got better after a while.. yup.. so it was pretty fun. this is like the first time, i actually stayed till the whole party ended!! haha.. yea, den after the party ended, i cabbed home with drea and laura again..

2004-05-26T23:18:00.000+08:00

well well, today's been one heck of an emotional day. wednesdays are our short days where we usually end at 1.40pm. but today, after sch, we had to gather as a sch in our sch hall for a cheering practice, whereby after that, we had to go down to police academy as a whole sch, to support our sch ruggers in the rugby finals against our arch rival, rjc. i went thru the day, feelin excited and all, cos i kinda like watching rugby matches.. haha.. anyways, we, as ogls, we all paired up and were assigned into different buses, so as to get the pple in each bus, "hyped up" for the rugby match.

the rugby match was a very close one, and our ruggers really put up a tough fight, but UNFORTUNATELY, we lost.. it was really terrible, the whole feeling that was spread thru the cohord. everyone was absolutely shocked and stunned.. and for a moment, there was actually this silence that sliced thru the whole ac cohord, as the ruggers just fell to the ground in disappointment. it was bad enough that we lost today, since AC NEVER loses rugby. wad made it worse was the fact that we lost to RJ.. oh well, how those rj pple must be gloating like crazy now! the rj pple were really violent man!! no. 9 is one really really irritating guy. AND no. 8!! wah lau, no 8 from rugby is the worse, he din dare do anything to our ac ruggers on the field, but kept giving us the third finger!! like wad's his problem huh??!!!

it was really upsetting seeing the ruggers crying and all. could tell that they were really really upset and disappointed. when my classmates and i went to talk to one of our classmate who played in the match, we really din noe wad to say. but seeing him, really made me wanna cry, in fact, i teared. sigh, i sure hope the j1's this yr will really bring the gold back to ac once again next yr..

after the match ended, u cld really see a really distinct line between the rj pple and the ac pple. i'm sure the "rival thing" has just been taken to a higher level..

after the match, i went with some of my classmates to taka for dinner.. yea.. then came home after that..

to end of this entry, here's a shout out: well done ac rugby.